argh...been getting so so so needy recently...it's the monthly ritual..in my case, 2-monthly~ (T.M.I.)
so so totally miss andrew right now...or for the past..dunno how long..eventhough we hung out the other day and watched shrek..which i already forgot which day because to me it feels like it's been a week and i'm not lying nor exxagerating.. i tend to forgot when i see him and i really do feel like it's been AGES that i haven't seen him... gawd, what's up with me?!
and it's already so late in the night...sigh...i can only imagine him sleeping peacefully..(most probably snoring a little) my poor baby...getting sick.... and all i can do is sit and listen.. (can't watch him...the distance..duh!)
sigh..how i long to be in his arms..every night...every day..every time of the day and night..
..hmmm...starting to be a little dramatic...too much Glee for me~
i guess..i should go to bed..in hopes of falling in to the same dream with andrew... *drama drama drama* 
...hmm..my mouth is bleeding...
bwahhaha..and i have the exact emoticon to fit it..!!
Cheers! 
i watched Shrek 3 yesterday..!! it was so so so funny and so sad also..i cried at some parts..
it's been a long while since i blogged..been pretty lazy....and like now..i'm just staring at the screen thinking..what to type??? bahh..nothing much..i guess..that should be it...?
super random day today... had nothing to do today...so i thought of going out to 1utama to get my watch fixed...but the moment i left the house and almost reach 1utama, andrew...always on the right time..smsed me and asked me what i was doing..straight away i turned to the road to Pyramid which is the LDP la...
we ended up in Pyramid... (jieying, the shop was NICHI..!!) and i still kept thinking about the heels...but i didn't go check it out...damn it..!! i want those heels..!!!
anyway, i teman andrew watch How To Train Your Dragon..!! it was still nice when i watched it again... it was nice being able to spend time with him again..we walked around abit and he let me buy SOME sweets....limited it to a hundred gram...good enough la...damn it..i'm still thinkin about those heels..!! they're blue.......!!! and nice..........!!!!!
i miss him...!!!
i'm back..!! it's been awhile...due to...exams, assignments and also laziness without a doubt..
there's been so much going on that i'm so so so extremely lazy to blog about...so what am i going to blog about today??
it's my sudden realization for a few things...
1. Things aren't always what they seem to be.. (which i always knew..just that it became more prominent only)
2. andrew LOH... (since there are 3 andrews now) is quite romantic..in his own way..
i mean..really..today has been like this..very very nice and sweet day...it's like after watching We Got Married! i was always like..wow...Alex is such a romantic person..and i didn't really notice about andrew... but what i realize was that Andrew is romantic in his own way...
he always knows exactly what to say... like.. if there was a thousand word essay and you'd have to pick one word that means something..he'd always manage to find that word and tell you...in it's simplicity, it's also sweet...
and the little things and gestures that he makes...it's pretty normal and all but it's all really sweet... Andrew is romantic in his own way and it makes me feel so in love with him.. 
i'm still falling in love with the same person i met 3 years ago...there's so much to know and understand about him...i just want to dedicate all my time for him..it feels so...wrong without him around eventhough i'm surrounded by people.. (no offense you guys...u noe who u r)
oh and baby if u're reading this..i can't stop thinking about those heels..!!!
well overall, it has been a very random week...that includes the bowling guys..and today has been really random as well...!! but all in all, it was one helluva week and it was good fun..!!! there's more to come...!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
those of you who watch How I Met Your Mother would know what a Perfect Week is..
mine isn't as close as perfect week.. In How I Met Your Mother, Barney (a male character, not barney the dinosaur) sleep with 7 girls in 7 days with no rejection. That's a perfect week.
My perfect week was seeing andrew everyday and sleeping over for 2 nights..(his parents were in jakarta for the week..) Sleeping over with him, well...it was great..and fun and all..First of all, the distance from his home and school was SO SO SO CLOSE..it was so nice to spend 10mins on the road and u're there..
secondly, we can do what we normally do at our respective homes together..like studying, eating, brush teeth...
thirdly, i wake up and i see him, before i sleep, i see him..and when i come back from uni, i see him.. it's like THE dream..~
Forthly, i have someone to sleep with at night..i don't need to stare at the four walls of my room and wait till i sleep..
there are lots of advantages la..and there were also..not really disadvantages la..but..during our time together.. (i was at his place, even when i wasn't staying over..) we kinda found out more about each other la..like what jieying,karen and also andrew himself said, staying together takes time to get used to.. and now i know la...
and it just seems that, the more i know about him, good or bad, the more i'm in love with him.. it's like.. how is it possible? it just never ends.. which is good..!! 
also, i've finish watching Glee in 2 days...first few episodes with andrew.. and the rest at home in a day.. hahaha..
oh..now i remember, i saw andrew get angry..or agitated..thankfully not at me..shall not reveal who..but i was scared..when i saw his facial expression..i was like.. 
but when he look at me, he went back to his smiley face..i was like..
okay....
anyway, it's a very messy post..i'm writing a week's memory in it..so it's all messy and not organized... oh yeah, i've watched Alice in Wonderland..i think they changed to story line..i remember alice waking up from her wonderland dream..no slaying the jabberwocky with the vorpal sword~
what else ah...cannot remember la..listening to Glee OST..hehehe...it's actually a nice series.. seriously, their rendition of all the songs is like so good..i wonder who the arranger is..or are....
so kewl~ and i think/hope/wonder/should be... that the actors/actresses actually sang their parts..they are all awesoem vocalists..especially the dude on the wheelchair..wonder if he's really on a wheel chair..shall google it after i post this...
and i shall post this now...cya next time~
update: Kevin Mchale ...is the guy on a wheel chair..if u google it..there is a kevin mchale basketball player and kevin mchale from Glee.. he can walk.. 
wonder how long he took to learn those wheel chair stunts~
and they cast of Glee can really sing..the director took 3 months and observed broadway and selected his cast~ kewl~
this post is about..Friday..the 26th of February.. prophet mohammed's birthday..
andrew and i went to Sunway Pyramid and watched The Book of Eli which happens to be.. The Holy Bible..
yeap..we went to watch the movie without a clue to what it was..
well, to me..it waas almost like an art film...rarely any words...the only colours were dirty yellow,black and white..but it was quite a cool movie at some point la..but a bit boring as well...a 2 hour movie that felt like 4 hours..
i bought this pen from Mini Toons...it's a Stitch pen that lights up if the phone rings.. ( jieying, if u're reading this..yes, i called you to test the pen...)
IT'S SUCH A CUTE PEN...!!!~ yeap...and i used my laptop's webcam to take the pictures.. my phone doesn't take small close up pics well..they look too pixelly and fuzzy..
also, i bought this ring from Diva... was looking for a big ring for awhile since my last one died about 3-4 years ago..i've waited the appopriate years to mourn for it k... 
anyway, saw this ring that was in purple..and then it had another black one..was thinking of getting the purple one..but andrew said the black was nicer..and true...if i got the purple one, i only have ONE purple shirt..i think i'm attracted to things that are in hues of the same colour..coz the ring had purple gems of different hues..
at one point, i couldn't find the ring i wanted...(this was before stepping into Diva) and i was flinging his hand around saying i want one today..!! and he's like...nahh..and he held my hand with his left hand while his right hand went rummaging through his pocket.. i thought he had some rubbish that was shaped in a circle in his pocket and he was gonna put on my finger..but he didn't have trash in his pocket..(only i have lotsa treasured junks in my pocket) he took his hand out, and wrapped his 2 fingers around my finger and said..the ring is ME!! happy?!
i was bit zha dou..and yet, it was sweet... so we walked around with his fingers wrapped around mine for awhile... hehehe... credits to andrew for being creative..
anyway, if u notice the time of the post...if it's accurate, it's actually 7.49am now..why am i up so early..? yes, it's to blog... JUST JOKING..!!
have major replacement at 8.30am...aww mann..!! yeap..it's that early..!!!
that'd be all..gotta leave like..now.... wish i was still sleeping though..
went out with andrew on Saturday..for a movie..i mean..we haven't seen each other for about a week...due to Chinese New Year..
i'll take this chance to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year..!! 
though i've no idea what those 4 mandarin words are in the above emoticon... 
anyway, we watched The Wolfman.. seriously, i DON'T KNOW what power andrew has over me...that i'd actually watch a thriller movie with him.. I don't do thriller, horror and suspense type of movies...
i guess..in the cinema..i was the only fidgety small screamer...not sure...was grabbing his hands..at one point, the suspense was SO SO LONG..(felt like 10mins) i was very VERY VERY scared...i couldn't sit still...i was SO SO SO SCARED..and andrew tried to cover my ears with his right hands..(grabbing his left hand) and he blocked my view..and eventhough i was so scared but i wanted to see what happened..(but i didn't) because at the 1st second i head the noise, i kinda ducked... and andrew told me..it was just the stupid dog... You stupid Mutt..!! in the end, the long awaiting suspense monster..was playing the piano... i was like.. Wtf?!!
but...OF COURSE..it was better this way.. don't want to be the only person in the cinema screaming.. 
overall, it's quite nice also la..i mean...i still prefer Vampires..!! Muaahhahahhaha!!
Kinda late now..about 1.37am.. still awake because andrew's praying now..today is the Bai Tin Gong day..
Today this morning, went to Suyen's house to bai lin~ Her mom was having an open house.
So Andrew and I went over..only both of us.. the rest of the people that we know all FFK.. so we met a bunch of suyen's course mates... mann..everyone there was an accounting student (andrew included) we had suyen's fried chicken..which was black in colour..kinda came to the conclusion that anything she makes is black..including her rather delicious chocolate cookies.. well, they weren't that bad la..(the chicken) andrew seemed to like it.. well he likes any chicken.. at least the chicken was cooked..!!
we played cards and stuff..also brought my Nerds that David got me from Canada~ shared with those guys there and suyen..suyen loved the mushroom can as well..!! but she said the sweet smelt like medicine and refused to take one...Oh!! what shocked me was that she was speaking in mandarin...!!! *gasp choke sputter* eventhough the vocabulary was limited and the pitching was a little off..I'm happy to say that i'm proud of you suyen.. besides, my mandarin isn't awesome anyway, dont't have the right to comment on yours..hahaha..anyway..then we left her place..andrew wanted me to go home and do homework..[by means, ARRANGING HOMEWORK]...BUT..i was so so tired and sleepy..i still am but can't sleep..i took a nap..and never woke up.. *gasp* until my mom misscalled me to wake up..had class at 6.30pm.. then had my yeesang dinner with grandparents at their place..was so so so full..!!! 
that's about it la... apparently, i seem to blog a lot as when my friends read my blog..all they see is words... sorry guys, i seem to be in love with writing/typing~
yeap...as i always go around saying..yeah we never fight before..and it happened yesterday..in Midvalley somemore... and the cause of the fight??
we were in Midvalley..we bought tickets to watch The Lightning Theif..then we decided to jalan jalan lorr..had about an hour to walk around ma...then we reached F.O.S. he wanted to get something and then i spotted something that i've been looking for..then as i was paying, there were lotsa hats hanging next to the Cashier.. and he grabbed one and said i want to see you wear this.
I have a strictly NO HATS,CAPS OR FEDORAS OR ANYTHING ON MY HEAD rule...
and i've mentioned it to him before. Anything funny looking, you can't even persuade me to do it.. and we stood there for 5 mins twisting and turning..because i mati mati also don't wanna wear it and he mati mati also want me to wear it..i managed to free myself and i sat at a bench..about a meter away..?? and he sms me that he won't leave till i wear it.. so i walked outta the shop and went into Yamaha..
which was just next door la..i walked the whole shop..looking from keyboards to acoustic guitars to drumset to drum sticks and cymbals...and when i went back into F.O.S. he was sitting on the bench..and i said let's go..we've been at this for 15mins..i even called Karen and she was like..IT'S JUST A HAT..JUST WEAR IT.. no way!!! i'm not wearing it.. then i walk back in and the hat was missing.. (yay..was all i could think of..we can finally leave..we had only half an hour left to the movie at that point) and he was STILL THERE..PULLING ME TOWARDS THE HAT RACK..and we struggled for another while..and then i said i'm this much to losing it.. and he said the same thing..and he won't let go..so....
no i didn't scream..but i stormed outta the shop and didn't stop walking..in my head i was thinking if he didn't follow, i'd just go to my car and go home..if i had the guts..or most likely stone in the car..
but he followed..and i walked for a couple of rounds while every few mins or so, his failed attempts to catch hold of me took place..and i was trying to avoid looking at his face..because i would laugh when i see him..but i was ANGRY..!!!! when i finally stopped walking..sorta..dunno where to go..he caught up with me..that time i was at the lift to our parking..i said i wanna go home..and i was kinda tearing edi...i mean..why force me into a stupid hat?! it's JUST A HAT.. i understand there are 2 points of view here..
no1: IT'S JUST A HAT..wear it..!
no2: IT'S JUST A HAT..forget about it and let me go!!
but from my point of view, i've already said i don't like hats..and he promised me to not force me to do anything i don't want to.. i mean if it was a good thing, somehow i would give in.. and if it was a bad thing, i would have stopped doing it if he asked..after a few times i guess.. (like stopping candy) but this is just a mere hat..
so he was kinda pinning me to the wall while people are coming in and outta the lift..and so i freed myself and started walking again..and i said i wanna go home..and he said..okay..then he open the bag that we had..and asked me to take my things.. i was kinda shocked..because of course i'd fetch him home..!! how can i leave him there alone??!!!
(later on, he told me he was gonna tear the movie tickets edi since we're not watching) but i didn't go home..of course..and somehow i started talking lo..then we kinda talked about it..and i mean..we both know that we're both stubborn.. and he said if the issue wasn't just a hat, he wouldn't have gave in..so i said..if the issue wasn't just a hat, i wouldn't have retaliated.. in the end, we kinda worked it out... and the funny thing is that... during the fight, we both had the fear that either one of us wanted to break up... yeah..even though i was mad and all, i was scared..
so now, we had our first fight~ and the movie was AWESOME~ very nice as we both like greek mythology.. i also like Norse mythology..it's nice...
and now that i know how a fight feels like..i don't ever ever want it to happen again..
the constant fear that i might lose him..is scary...
aaaaaaanyway, that's behind me edi...thinking of it scares me a little..even now...
I'm leaving for Perak tonight..for Chinese New Year and i don't think i'll have internet access back there...so see you guys on Wednesday..hopefully..
