wheeeee~ i'm free...done with assignments and also exams..!! also, the fahrenheit money finally came...after jieying's questionaires and also the craziness going on in school, i'm happy i've someone else i can turn to for support and for me to feel more secure~
i mean..the question is always the same, how do you know he's the right one??
Honestly, if you knew, or if for the matter everyone knew who's right for you and vice versa, there wouldn't be all these divorce cases and two-timers.. but for me, i'm comfortable with andrew..he gives me what i need..emotional support..and always being able to lift all the bad stuff away from me..
of course, different people have different needs in life...some girls might want to have a mature, financially capable guy to make them feel secure...some may want materialistic things to feel secure..some just want attention...there are many...the only person who knows whether your other half is the right one is yourself.. after all that thinking, weighing and decision making... there's also the possibility that..your other half doesn't think you're the right one... life just isn't all about you... 
sad but true~
andrew's definitely what i want..whether i'm what he wants is a risk i'm willing to take..
if i were to have done something wrong to have lose him, i will definitely regret it...because i know i'll never find someone like him out there..there's only one him in this world~
if he had a change of heart, that's just my luck....it's sad but you should also be thankful for what you have had rather than have had none...
the other day, on FLY FM they were saying, at what stage does it count as flirt or something like that.. and this guy says it's okay to flirt UNTIL you're married~
my opinion..all girls think differently~
that guy's kinda right..i mean, you're not married yet and sometimes, flirting comes in handy..
maybe the guy wants a paper filed in the office and it wouldn't hurt to mention how pretty the lady was or ask if she had a new hairdo~
and it's actually quite normal for guys with girlfriends to oogle at other girls..i mean, hey..all you can do is stare..for that while..so go ahead~ and if even the girl can't stop staring at the other girl, he can stare as long as he wants~
i'm starting to realize i can be REAL random sometimes as my blog posts/topics are kinda unrelated even though in the same category~ hmmmm.......
anyhoo, another random warp to a mental note to andrew :
sweetie, we may have some unecessary insecurities about each other..but i love you very much and i know you love me very much too... ^^ because... i feel it in fingers, i feel it in my bones.. (inside joke) and i'd like to think that it's not always that you can feel that the other half actually feels how much you're being loved..so, you're not getting rid of me that easily.. *hugz*
