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i find this funny..

it's been some time since i blogged but anyway, today (friday) i went to MV with andrew to watch National Treasure II.. it's also the last time we're meeting for the year 2007...and he's going to Johore tomorrow..till NEXT YEAR which feels like a month away.. and the dHz ( my WoW guild ..been playing WoW ) kindly told me next year is 8 days away but it still feels like a month away..

so anyway, i told my mom i'm going out with Aw..and he told his mom i'm going out..
after the movie..we went to eat lunch.. and my mom, sister and cousin came to midvalley..WTF..
FIRE ALARM!! coz i told my sister, if mom decides to go MV, ALERT ME..so anyway, it's not time for my parents to know.. so i had my sister inform me of their whereabouts every time they move in order to avoid them..it was tough.. and i took the time to tell andrew about the bet aw and i had.. if i get married with andrew, i'll pay him rm1000... and suyen said i'll have to get ready the rm1000..i told aw that and he said because suyen has such a prediction, if it comes true, i'll give her rm200...
so anyway, after i told andrew about the bet..we went walking again..avoiding my mom and so happen there was a wedding exhibition at the exhibition hall.. he said let's go there..WTF..!!! AWKWARD..!! so he DRAGGED me there..he DRAGGED me there and told me.. what's so embarassing? having me embarassing?? well he say till like that i cannot argue back edi lorr.. i'm so proud of him..how to be embarassed?? and so we went there..i seriously VERY VERY AWKWARD/SHY..and then the receptionist there ..very nice and friendly lady ask us to register..i'm like..nevermind ^^ so we walk past..wanted to go in..she was like you gotta register to go in..so i was thinking..yay! let's get outta here and andrew went and fill in the form..!! argh...!!! so i quickly call suyen to talk to me to reduce the awkwardness but i could barely concentrate on what she's talking about bcause i was feeling too awkward..and we went in and walk one round with ppl giving fliers like mad and we took half of what they offered because they shove it at our face and HONESTLY... DO WE LOOK THAT OLD TO GET MARRIED??? WE'RE NOT EVEN IN OUR TWENTIES YET.. so anyway, we walked out and we dumped those fliers..ahhaha!! but seriously, IT WAS SO AWKWARD..!!!!!!

and then..we jalan jalan and couldn't bear the consequences and went home..we drop by munhon's house to find there's no one there and he wouldn't pick up his phone..then his mom called..asked him where he is..so he said in the carpark..and his mom said..leaving? we wanna go MV now.. and he's like..wait for me to come home la..we wanna leave edi.. so i said shall we go back and he said..cannot..!! not so fast..i just said we're LEAVING mv.. so we waited in the car..after awhile his mom called again and said..you stay there larr..we're coming now..WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH..WTF...we gotta go back to MV lorr..and sumore we were scared that his mom will bump into us on the road..and i scared my mom suddenly say where are you..come find me now..so we flew back to MV..avoiding like mad..luckily can find carpark..then we walked seperately.. he went to find his mom..i went to find my mom.. and so...we had a fun game of hide and seek.. mana tau..he left his house keys in my car..so before i left, he came to get it..in a hurry because my grace period of the ticket gonna end soon... and that's that..

the last time i'm gonna see him this year..ARGHHHHHHH..i miss him already.. *sob*
what a day..damn tired.. MADNESS...

today is suyen's birthday!! suyen's 18th birthday..!! so i went to pick andrew up..so happen CZ went to his house suddenly..so i fetched both of them..when i reached his house..i realized i forgot to take suyen's bday present =.=" hahaha..anyway,then i went to fetch suyen at Taman Jaya LRT station lorr..so we were going there..many phone calls. updating each other on traffic..lol...funny mann..
anyway, those that were expected or rather..CLOSER FRIENDS didn't come.. except debbie and abby (dadah's excuse..she was busy.poor girl) anyway..the rest..something happened larr...anyway..who came?? me,andrew,kahchong,nick,chuan zhou,irwin,aw,abby,debbie and SUYEN!!! nothing much to do lorr..we ate at McD's..bought suyen Chocolate Banana cake from Secret Recipe and bought those sugar dolls..in the shape of a baby and made suyen bite the head of..hahah..we're mean..or rather..I'M MEAN..and they said i was fiery today..and keep scolding everyone..got merr?? i just felt that i was more..*chou lou*..boy-ish today..maybe la..

so then we celebrated..couldn't finish the cake..and couldn't decide where to go because i didn't plan the activities..how to plan?? everyone wanna leave at different time... Ya Allah..so we spent a lot of time deciding..and we finally went to the arcade and?? STAND THERE WATCHING other people play and i decided..let's go play pool.. and we did.. why did we go?? because andrew and gang sesat inside arcade..and me,suyen abby and irwin dunno how to play pool..so all also no need to malu la.. we went and play.. AND MANN IT WAS HILARIOUS..because we dunno how to play..simply hit..sometimes hit air..and..it was extremely funny la..then after awhile andrew they all joined us..

kahchong and chuan zhou open another table..abby and i one team..suyen and irwin one team.. first round abby and i won.. second round kenot finish..times up edi..1hour..lolx..after that we went to starbucks to buy drinks..hahha..used that rm10 coupon..FINALLY..expire in december 31st... and then we went home..yeah nothing much..just come out to celebrate.. but anyway, for once we celebrated her bday and the most unexpected bunch of people came.. oh yeah suyen and debbie had to tell abby what happened that made the other bunch of 'close' friends NOT come for her bday..

so anyway, i sent suyen home..andrew's family suddenly went to MV so i didn't fetch him back..anyway, I WENT HOME from suyen's place WITHOUT help..!! it's an accomplishment..woot..!!! anyway, that's about it..wasn't at all eventful but..at least it's a celebration i guess..entahlah.. hahaha.. i tried my best.. ^^

Dear Lord,
i'm praying to you here..hoping that u read blogs and i'm sure in your power you can hack in to read my blog..
i pray you let me and andrew find his phone back because this one phone can cause lotsa lotsa problems.. i'm sorry i haven't been to church but please give him phone back.. in Jesus's most precious name.. Amen

continuation..

yeah..after SO LONG...now i'm blogging part V..

so i think it's time to blog about the ending of year 2006..the last day we were gonna meet.. it was kinda sad..don't remember what we were doing that day.. but i know when we parted it was dark.. there weren't many people.. and i called my mom to pick me up and had to leave.. he sent me down..and we were a few steps away from the lift.. and i just said bye.. and we waved bye.. and i hit his hand.. actually, i wanted to hold his hand..but i didn't..and we parted like that..

so SPM was over..he came back online (during SPM, he moved his computer outta his room).. we didn't sms so much.. and neither did we chat online..i think we did at first..but it got lesser and lesser..and..by the end of december.. i lost hope..yeah..i actually lost hope..and that was the time i realize.. *shit..i like this guy* and i was telling myself for the past 2 years plus that i'm not ready for this...and here i was.. i fell into the hole..or trap.. or whatever you call it.. so i gave up.. i told myself.. these things weren't gonna happen to me..i told myself i don't wanna get hurt again..i told myself so many things and i managed to convince myself to forget about it..

and one day, chuan zhou asked suyen and i to go out.. his friend from japan or something came..he wanted to bring him to MV.. and andrew was going..i begged like mad to go.. and i got scolded also.. i dunno why i wanted to go so badly when i wanted to forget..hahahha..and that started everything.. we went out..and we were really like normal.. like nothing happen.. like we didn't have that silent episode during december..and we went to kim gary's to eat..suyen and i ordered fries.. i remembered.. i just took a fry and put in his mouth.. hahhaha.. and at that moment, i felt like.. everything's back to normal.. but i doubt it was gonna last..we're at different colleges.. and before we left that day, i asked cz..aren't you gonna kiss suyen goodbye? or vice versa.. and suyen or cz told me back.. aren't u gonna kiss andrew goodbye? nothing happened..we went home...

i went home and we smsed..me and drew.. and i think i got ..brave or something.. i asked him.. would he mind if i really kissed him goodbye.. and he said no.. and after that.. we planned to meet up..on the train..go to college together..me,suyen and him.. (that time i don't have car..license also belum dapat) and that's how the first monday we met.. i blogged it out.. i pecked him on the cheek.. hahhaa..in a way, must thank cz for that saturday outing.. and must thank nick for introducing him to me, me to him.. and must thank wei hui for introducing nick to suyen and i.. hahahhaha...

you know.. i worry about so many things.. when it comes to myself.. the weight becomes heavier..
and i hate it every single time that happens..
and it's happening again..

you know how i always go on a BBQ party with the la salle gang.. well this time, i went to andrew's class BBQ party.. yeap...it was at night.. i drove.. where was it? SETAPAK!!!! how did i get permission? told mom it was at cheras..college there..hahahah!!~

anyway, i left at 4pm to pick munhon and andrew up at andrew's place then we were to go to 1U to follow richard's car since i don't know the place.. and he was at 1U to fetch sze yun [munhon's girlfried].. so we reached 1U about..4.30pm like that i think..and he ask me to go to SMK BU4 which i don't know how to go so we ended up at SK TTDI 1... so we waited and kept guessing which was richard's car till the curiosity was no longer bearable, munhon sms sze yun to ask what kind of car they were in and her reply was.. red colour.. right... anyhow, when a bright red car appeared, it was a KIA Piccanto~ and richard said.. does this look like BU4?!!!! come on, hey, my sense of direction is close to nil..!!

so we followed richard which he accelerated like a mad kow when i was only in a PERODUA KELISA.. MANA ADA POWER MACAM KIA!!~ anyhow, drive after like 15mins? we saw lotsa hills.. i was wondering where the hell were we.. the road seems so familiar..like when i go back perak.. and we pass by.. BATU CAVES.. WHAT THE HELL..!!! i was SO SCARED.. BATU CAVES WEH..i always thought that batu caves was in pahang or somewhere damn far.. but IT WAS BATU CAVES which andrew thought was genting till he saw the golden statue... hahhaa.. funny.. anyway, we just kept following richard's car and we reached..!! we actually reach setapak.. was so proud of myself.. did i mention there was a toll that costs 1.60 and that point.. i used touch&go but richard doesn't have it.. so i kinda like..had to go ahead first..drove like fast then i realized i should have drove slowly so that he can catch up.. hahah...

so we reached jonathan's house.. the host larr.. and they say he damn cute damn cute.. no larr..ok ok oni larr.. it was weird..that time there was this 4 guys playing.. MAH JONG..i dunno how to play..and have no idea what they were doing.. and then munhon and sze yun went up to jonathan's room so andrew and i follow also.. got this guy.. jeff i think.. he's very funny.. ahah.. he was playing blue server.. so we watch larr.. and then there was this handphone that rang and munhon picked it up ..the phone was jonathan's.. and he called to ask to bring his phone down.. sai lei.. *clap clap* we hung around a bit in the room then andrew wanna go down..so i follow him larr.. let munhon and sze yun have some time alone..and jeff was at the com..so not really beign a light bulb.. i guess..maybe they already ignored his presence..
pretty boring actually... everyone is speaking in mandarin..INCLUDING ANDREW WHO CAN SPEAK FLUENTLY...!!! and then.. after awhile.. we went back upstairs because jeff came down and left those two alone so i wanted to peek at them.. and we stood outside the door listening to little laughs and squeals.. we tried to enter slowly but failed..obviously.. and then jeff came in too.. and he got this...what do you call it... stethoscope? we took it and play.. *swt* and we had fun with it.. *swt* then this guy whom i forgot the name but remembered his nickname, BARBARIAN.. came in to play warcraft but then andrew took over.. ahhah.. so we watch him play lorr..then we went down...andrew very hungry.. hahha.. but mostly everyone was there edi.. even min yunn arrived edi.. so they brought the food out..and makan lorr.. this other fellow started starting the fire.. and stuff.. i didn't do anything.. just stand.. and i just..clung onto drew..and when he goes to take picture or something..i just stand there and wait lorr..sms suyen.. sometimes sze yun teman me because munhon also busy cam whoring.. but after awhile, jaya, ram and chris came.. HAH!! THEN IT BECAME FUN BECAUSE EVERYONE STARTED SPEAKING IN ENGLISH..hahahhahah!!!

and chris was a natural entertainer i guess.. kept banging him.. hahah.. everyone.. well it was fun..hahah..yeap..the beginning was awkward but the rest of the time was very enjoyable and fun.. i got bullied by richard also.. hahah..when andrew went to toilet.. he bully me.. then when he came back.. everyone was like..andrew..your girl got bullied.. hahahhaa... it was fun larr.. so many jokes and stuff..u gotta be there to know.. dunno how to blog it out.. hahaha... anyway, it was 10 when people started going back.. and andrew asked alex [his friend] which road he came.. got pass batu caves or not.. hahah.. he said he pass midvalley worr.. i'm like.. O_O!!!!! harr!!!! and so in the end, we follow his car back.. his mom drove.. no toll.. no hills, no batu caves and it was KL road that was recognizable.. hahahaha.. dropped munhon back..then dropped andrew back.. it was 11pm.. when done dropping them.. i reached home at 11.30pm.. early lorr.. hahah..mom didn't say anything..she was talking to me about other things.. hahah.. chun~

it was fun... but very tired after that ..all the way driving back kept yawning and mun hon was nicely hugging my big angeling at the back and falling asleep..baka saru..!!~

anyway, that was my eventful saturday.. ^^


today went to MV with jieying, karen tan, karen lui and andrew.. jieying went to eat at La Manilla.. we ate at McD's.. hahaha.... i'm happy that andrew can mix with my friends..and he doesn't mind meeting them.. and i'm glad that.. i know his friends too.. hahah..

by the way, HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL...!!

when i look up to the sky,
the clear bright moon gazed down upon me,
proudly shining its moonlight across the vast dark sky,
and how i wish he was there to watch the moon with me..

... hahahahha..yvonne dah mabuk.. entah blog apa!!~

continuation..

after blogging these entries, andrew and i have been talking about them too.. and he has kindly reminded about some events that i forgotten =P
like when the part..i moved to andrew's table because i felt like a lightbulb with suyen.. i showed him my 'masterpieces'.. hehehe.. my yaoi drawings larr.. now he tells me that he was actually SHOCKED to see them.. i don't look like a yaoi fan merr? i don't look like i can draw merr?

there was this time.. there was me, andrew, nick and suyen.. and we were eating and nick was telling us about some CHS tradition.. everytime somebody's birthday or some event happens..they will 'hoi pau' somebody.. hoi pau meaning strip somebody.. and well..happens to the guys only.. and he showed us the video of andrew kena hoi pau.. honestly, it looked horrible.. everyone pinned him down to the ground and started stripping him and drew had one hand grabbing his pants and the other i dunno..flinging around?? kesian him.. and kesian all the people that kena that.. thank goodness that doesn't happen in assunta.. in assunta, students like irene strip themselves willingly in class.. hahahhaa.. suyen is one of the witnesses to those eye sore-ing incidents~

there was this time..it was kinda late in the evening.. outside the sky kinda dark edi.. there was me, andrew, ethan and some other guy that i don't know the name till today.. ethan was letting me listen to that 'siu tam gong dong wa'.. cantonese joke thingie..really very funny and.. well, it's a small matter but it was special to me =P andrew and i shared ear phones.. hahaha.. we listened to that.. and there were few other times as well.. that's when he introduced me to ELLEGARDEN!! woot!!~ hhahah... probably that time i was kinda afraid to show my other ganas side.. but with suyen there, i just had to let myself go free.. somebody to teman me sot =P

i remember.. there was this time.. i found out that andrew reads too.. he was reading Alexander the Great.. he said the book had war, strategies stuff, sex and violence.. wasn't something i would read i guess.. and i brought my other classical story book that mom got for me which had sex in it.. i showed it to him and he said.. my book not so detailed.. dunno what.. my book not so corrupted or something.. can't remember.. but hey, my mom got it for me!! still, flashes of doraemon keep appearing in my mind.. we read too many doraemon in the library =P

ohh.. i remember when we were studying math.. and a.math.. andrew was good in a.math..
and suyen and nick had the same level of mod. math.. funny.. and suprisingly, nick was good in ACCOUNTS..hahhahah!! oh yeah, and just now, andrew told me.. last time nick said to andrew.. what.. see who can kau her first.. [for a split second, i felt like a toy] guys will be guys.. ahhaha..

got one time..nick was chewing gum.. and..andrew also i think.. eating sweets or something..
the security guard came and call them away.. we were like thinking..wtf.. what's happening..
hahah... unprofessional !! kena caught eating!! =P

once, my sister wanted to go to the library..with her friend, Maple that comes to our house so often i got irritated due to the lack of privacy.. and i was in the library with andrew.. only..
my sister came and she called me to go down..lend her my library card to borrow books..i dunno why... i asked andrew teman me..and i went to find for my retarded sister who now ends her sentences with 'liao' which sounds so ugly!! anyway, my sister and her friend were whispering God knows what.. kids *rolls eyes* and my sister actually went up to andrew and ask.. 'are you alex?' HAHHAHAHAAH!! and andrew told me.. 'SHE EVEN GOT MY NAME WRONG' .... well...that time, in nirmala's tuition, alex was somewhat.. i dunno..always tagging along with me and my mom knows about it so my sister wanted to know who it was.. hahah..
anyway, after borrowing the books, we went back up..and dunno sat for a short while and we went to McD's to eat..i think.. and when we were almost done eating or something..i was eating cornetto.. my mom called and ask me where are you.. O_O so i said, having a break at McD's.. and she said i tot u got no water so i came and got u water and u pulak nicely go walk around.. so we went back.. and that was the first time mom saw andrew.. hahaha..

i remember getting all the looks and those.. wicked stares..well not wicked but the.. grinning kinda stare from friends who eventually i'll bump into at the library.. why they smiling at me wickedly?? because i'm with a bunch of guys and there's only me or sometimes, only me and suyen.. and what more..they're not from la salle.. somehow, it's kinda expected like.. assunta dengan assunta.. i mean.. assunta dengan la salle..takleh tukar tukar..mesti la salle.. ergh.. la sallians [ no offense to daddy who's a la sallian =P ]

aite.. 12.05am edi.. gotta go sleep.. promised andrew i'd sleep early ^^
i'll continue next round~

continuation..

i feel so excited and cherish my memories so much everytime i blog abt this or read back my posts.. ahhaha..honestly..
anyway,i can't remember which memory comes first so i'll just blog out what i remember..
so after that saturday meeting which i clearly remember andrew sitting opposite me and Nick on my right..when i came i called Nick to get me because i dunno where they were..that's all i remember.. and i remember it was raining..
so we actually met up very often in the library...suyen less because her dad doesn't really believe she's studying there or doesn't wanna fetch her home that late.. for me, my mom kinda thinks it's better i've some 'book surrounding area' to make me study.. hahaha..and after a few weeks, i just got home later and later...
usually, Nick wasn't there to study with us...or maybe i can't remember his presence.. or maybe i do.. there was chuan zhou who liked suyen..and ... [there's so much to write, so many in my mind, i dunno which is which and what to type] after school, my mom would drop suyen and i to the library.. and we usually go to the cafetaria or old town there to eat lunch..sometime for tea break.. there was this time..i think that time was the earlier times where we met.. we went to McD's... right, now i remember..we went to McD's twice or more with them.. hahah..there was me, suyen, andrew and nick.. usually, when we're there studying, we occupy two tables..i'm always sitting with suyen..got once, one table was only suyen and i.. the next table was andrew,chuan zhou and ethan i think.. chuan zhou came over to talk with suyen.. and goodness, i felt like a light bulb.. so i went over to andrew's table and sat back to back with suyen and she kept poking me..hahhaha.. but then, ethan left coz he pulak feel like light bulb..i think..or maybe there wasn't anyone there.. it was funny..that time i think we were studying with them quite often edi..
there were times suyen wasn't there and there was only me,andrew and chuan zhou.. i'd lent chuan zhou my phone to sms suyen..cheaper..since the whole gang of CHS people use maxis where as suyen and i were 'the yellow man' users.. a.k.a. DiGi~
and suyen always left earlier than me..because those bunch of guys leave like at 7 something 8pm...so i'd stay till that late..suyen usually leaves by 6 or 6.30pm~ got once, it was just me,andrew,nick and chuan zhou and they dared each other to do pumping there in the library.. it was late..not many people there..and nick pumped with two hands.. and andrew pumped with ONE HAND!! that time i was honestly in awe.. then chuan zhou ...no guts to pump.. hahha..it was funny.. we were in the library!! and now to think of it, there was more of me alone with the CHS gang.. suyen ditch me *sob* her dad didn't allow her to go...especially on the saturdays~
then, everytime i was there..i'd have sweets..especially mentos..and i think.. somehow, andrew and i were getting closer..it was like..seeing each other almost everyday.. and i'd eat mentos and offer it to him..and after the norm of me offering him..he'd get lazy to squeeze the candy out and i'd squeeze the mentos out for him.. and after awhile, he refused to eat so many sweets.. i'd force him to eat =P and [ i'm feeling so happy now..ahahhahhaha!!] and....there was this time..i was trying to force him to eat.. i fed him..i dunno what made me do it that time.. u noe.. it's that hard for me to keep my mind straight when talking to a guy..to not make a fool outta myself because i'm not used to being around opposite gender.. but he was so different somehow~ it felt naturally comfortable to talk to him..
and we had this..habit i think.. i'd clench my fist and he'd try to open my fingers.. we do that very often..those days in the library..when we're supposed to be studying..hahahha..
there were times when there was only me and andrew in the library studying.. ahah!! i remember...when we were in a big group..WE READ DORAEMON!!! ahhahaha...>!!!!
anyway, there was this time.. it was me, drew and cz [chuan zhou] we went to..makan in...the library punyer cafetaria..me and my eating habits...i got ice-cream..cornetto royal..the black one..with strawberry or raspberry jam filling.. and the three of us were eating and cz asked me if the ice cream was nice and i was like..OF COURSE IT'S NICE!! and andrew said he never tried it before.. i offered my ice cream to him.. and.. he took a bite.. and i just resumed eating my ice cream and cz was like.. O_O okay~ in my mind was like.. 'why am i taking this so normally??' but it didn't bother me for long.. and there was this other time..with cz and drew only also in the cafetaria.. he was eating what nasi goreng dunno what..pedas wan larr..and they were like shocked that i never eat it before and andrew gave me to try and PEDAS NYERR.. and i dunno.. we were getting closer..so quickly..i think cz must be... i dunno..
and only cz knew about it i guess.. so there was this time.. i met more and more of andrew's friends which till today i know them.. people like eujoe, kahchong, munhon.. we were eating lunch..one big group..and suyen and cz sat at a different table..she was eating the cornetto..same like me..i was eating it too.. and suyen dragged me with her..so i became light bulb..and we were seperate by this divider wood thing..and i think i developed the habit or something..everytime eat ice cream i share with andrew.. =P and i tear open the wrapper and called out to him and gave him the ice cream and he took a bite..and the rest were kinda like staring i guess..and i sat back with suyen.. and chuan zhou asked suyen something like.. can i share your ice cream and suyen said no.. i'm greedy.. and chuan zhou started whining and i couldn't tahan..so i went away and join the other table while suyen glared at me and giving me eye contact to come back and sit with me! i told them.. i can't stand cz whining because suyen won't share her ice cream..was funny.. very funny..


aite.. i've written a lot edi...i'll continue on another entry~

continuation :

so anyway, after suyen kindly reminded me of how blur i was not noticing it was Nick.. we continue to study..yeap..we continued to study with the help of liang fang and judith.. owe it to the both of them..hahahhahha!!
so then, i was online at night..i think it was that night..well.. i'm always online..hahahha..
anyway,was online and wei hui said someone has an eye for suyen and i got so excited.. hahahhaha.. i don't know why.. but i starting being hyper and i asked wei hui who it was and she said it was one of Nick's friend..the one who sat near us today.. so i said.. ohh... so i told suyen about it and she said something like.. that's why everytime u leave me alone, i felt like someone is staring at me and i walk away.. ahahhaha... so she gave me Nick's email add and we chat on MSN.. i was teasing+backstabbing suyen infront of both of them..saying that suyen mia daya tarikan lelaki terlalu kuat..and wei hui said you also.. and i switched topic..hahahha..
so Nick asked me for suyen's number and my number.. and what the heck? why my number? he said got another fellow wants my number..i'm like.. *jatuh* so i asked suyen and she said, 'if u give ur number, then i'll give mine' so.........i gave Nick our numbers after sometime.. but i didn't say whose was whose.. hahahaha..so............ both of us had an unknown number that sms-ed us and asking us who we were..so i tot..ok..one of them msg me and the other msged suyen but NOOOO..Nick was smart.. *swt* he smsed both of us to confirm who is who..
and sure enough, i dunno after how many days or on the spot..can't remember.. i think after awhile..or maybe the next night, =P andrew sms me.. [andrew, when u sms me arr?] so..i guess...there it began.. hahahha.. =P

so we sms-ed.. i dunno what we smsed abt.. can't remember.. but i know after that..we met on one saturday..i think it was first time meeting properly..it was raining..there was me, andrew,nick and.... and......somebody i can't remember.. and we studied.. hahah..i think.. it was not as awkward as i expected it to be.. it was actually.. alright.. and after that, after school, we went to the library [we by means me and suyen] and we studied with the CHS gang.. did i mention they were all from CHS??? and when suyen can't go, i'll go alone with them..

ahaha..so many memories flooding back..hard to blog..i shall stop here~

i dunno but i felt like writing about this to preserve my memory since i've short term memory loss hahaha.. not really but anyhow, i wanna preserve this.. and since i'm so lazy to blog right now..ahhah.. i'll just write.. or rather type about it .. not that any of you is gonna find it interesting.. it's for me to read.. hahahha...wanna read it like a story.. hahahha...

I'm not sure how to begin but it was year 2006. It should be October. [See, short term memory loss] SPM year it was! Suyen and I although from different classes, one sub-science one arts, we went to the library to study together. Thinking back, how i missed her presence in my weekdays. I used to reach school later than her and either i go hunting for her two classes away or she would already be hanging around my place with the rest of the gang. And we would go recess together. Now, all i can do is sms her which sometimes it's hard with what's going on in college. I've steered outta topic. Anyway, we went to library to study! Our main intention and full of enthusiasm and urge, we studied. Funny that we actually study but hey, it was SPM! As expected, MPPJ library ma.. so many familiar faces.. sometimes we join a few here and a few there~

And usually, the La Salle gang was there which when it comes to science subjects that suyen can't help me with, i'll run over to them. Either asking Aw for help or Jin Hoe.. We actually studied there. And one day, we met Wei Hui IN THE LIBRARY! hahahah..she studies?!! And she introduced a friend to us. Nick Mah~ Hahahah..and she was sitting with us. When he arrived God knows where they went. And to think that i thought she was gonna study whole heartedly but in the end, they shifted place to a more secluded area with no camera. Don't think wrongly but it's hard to eat in the library with surveillance camera and guards walking around. Hahahaha!

The next day or after that i can't remember, we were going there so often. We were studying accounts. Yes! We hate accounts but what to do.. sigh.. [ smsing with suyen now and now she accused me of being a bully with the rest of the gang during Form1 ] anyway, we were sitting where we usually sat and judith sat 2 tables away. After few hours, the occupants on the table in between judith, liang fang and us left and the table was empty. And it's good because judith and liang fang's accounts were much better than us and i had to keep running to them for answers and when the table was empty, i thought, good i don't have to make walk around the table behind us which was full with a bunch of chinese guys. After awhile this guy sat on that empty table. i was like..ARGH!! go stick to that table larr [ the chinese guys table ] and i had to walk around to and fro and everytime i left the table suyen seemed lonely like uneasy and after everything happened only she told me why. So i went to judith and came back only to realize that guy who sat on the empty table while still talking with the other table was Nick. Hahaha..i was asking suyen isn't he the guy wei hui introduced to us and suyen said now only you realize. hahahahha!!
that's it for part I. i think it's too long.. too many words potongs stim~ ahahha

i'm am so F.U.C.K.E.D. UP.. like Juan [lecturer] always tells us.haha..
the stupid indon motorbike man who bang my back bumper lari edi after only paying me rm110..
he's supposed to pay me rm480!! curse him mann.. i hope when he riding his motor bike he sesat jalan and end up infront of my house and ask for directions den i'll drag his sorry ass to the police station..

is looks really that important?

and today, i'm 18 years old~
i am no longer..underage... regretfully.. i am.. non other but OLD

stole this from charmaine.

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

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The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

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i got the book today!! daddy got it for me early morning..
and now, past midnight.. IFINISHTHEBOOK!!!
AWESOME BOOK MANN!!

i'm lazy to blog..so i'll just put pictures of andrew's bday instead..very limited only though..

well..this was after i appeared with the cake to his surprise and said while pointed..WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? den we gave him the card..
i have no idea what's happening but this should be still at Manhattan's Fish Market
I KNOW HE'S DAMN CUTE ALRIGHT.. anyway this way..obviously before he blew out the candles and cut the cake..
and this was after the food..or lunch.. and we were all at TGV..this was where Jaya possed with his lab coat.. i will try my best to dig the photo out..ahhaha..then i'll put it up.. ^^

i dun wanna blog about what happened.. repeat sad story..
so instead, i wanna make myself happy so that i can make others happy..
and make andrew happy.. so what makes me happy?

him...
so cute right... heexx .. ^^

yvonne no mood.. don't wanna blog..

i havent' been free.. tonight is the concert night and i have the whole day free till 5pm...
ok i wanna blog about 4th of July.. nope it's not about America's Independence Day... it's andrew's birthday!!!

i had class in the morning on wednesday at 8am till 9.30am.. and suyen finishes class at 12pm and andrew finishes at 12.30.. we've planned this for 2weeks edi..kept changing the plan because andrew keep spoiling it..hahaha..well it IS a suprise so he didn't know larr..kenot blame him...
the plan was like this... i got karen lui to fetch me to bandar tasik selatan...den they park my car there..because karen, karen and jieying went to mv.. so anyway, i sat train to KLCC... and was at Masjid Jamek when suyen called and said yvonne!!! we just finish class and we were walking pass their class and they came flooding out..we're coming with them.. and i was like..BAHH!! die lorr die lorr..i arrived earlier than them at KLCC...i was hiding behind this wall near the escalator.. i was smsing suyen..where r u now when i saw amily at the escalator.. i quickly called suyen and she said..WE'RE HERE!! and i was like..I KNOW I SAW AMILY..so i ran out of the counter swap my touch&go and ran into KIOSK..i hid there where the salesman kept staring at me.. hahahah..den suyen called and say..where are u.. i said KIOSK KIOSK KIOSK and she asked I KNOW..WHERE ARE YOU?!! i was like..KIOSK LARR!! she thought i said Chaos...den she owhh..we're coming..so they came..the rest left..hahah..thank God andrew didnt' see me...

so after that, we went to secret recipe and bought the cake he liked.. Chocolate Indulgence.. hahha..and they were at Manhattan Fish Market..seriously, the cake WAS HEAVY MANN..so i spotted the fish market and i saw andrew..wahh..panic..i ran to the pillar opposite the fish market..quite a distance but opposite.. and we all hid there... den munhon and trishil popped by once in awhile to keep me updated since i kenot peek or anything but hold the cake and wait..and suyen was walking left and right while talking on the phone.. half screaming..and i was getting more and more excited..den suddenly munhon came and said..ANDREW IS WALKING AROUND LOOKING FOR SOMETHING..wahh..panic mann..we ran into the lift area infront of us and went to the fire escape stairs and squatted there..seriously i felt like i came from China without a passport..came illegally..ahahha..so i waited there...while they keep walking in and out..sometimes i squatted there alone..hahahah..den munhon came back and said..he was looking for England Optical..cehh... *swt* zha dou...

den finally, they got a place in fish market restaurant..means we gotta go in edi lorr.. so we went to the ice cream parlour outside the fish market where trishil and suyen set up the cake while i hid behind a stall nxt to the ice cream place because?? to hide because andrew was sitting at the 'OUTTEST' place.. so we lit everything up and i carried the cake in.. i walk one step the candles were like gonna get put off.. i was like oh great..now the candles..and amily was holding her file covering any wind... i walked into the restaurant..PAISEH..everyone looking at me.. and i was staring at the candles...when i was few steps away..ONE CANDLE TALAK API..munhon or suyen or someone light it back on...YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN ANDREW'S FACE...hahhaa..shocked...because when i was hiding at the stairs thinking andrew was out looking for something..we scared he suspect..so i sms him that i just finish math class and going to karen's house.. so i put the cake infront of him and we were singing happy birthday and all.. and andrew said.. what are you doing here? while pointing at me.. hahaha... seriously, the reaction was hilarious..


so we finish the song..got him to blow the candles and cut the cake... hahaha...the feeling in me..just can't be described.. hahaha...he was so suprised and that's the thing we wanted to give him larr..hahaha...but it was weird larr..the whole table was a bunch of ppl i don't know.. there are pictures but with trishil and she isn't online to send them to me.. so anyway, after that he still asked me what i was doing there.. and i'm like..i got break now marr..hahah..it was true!! i was having break at THAT time of the celebration..before that..eheh.. i skipped 3 classes that day larr.. he's suprised and kinda like..u skipped 3 classes..but he's happy...and that's all that matters... i'm so happy too.. because he's happy and because the whole plan succeeded..everything went well... and we made jaya wear the lab coat and the lab specs outside the cinema because andrew requested..and i was like..bday boy's requested..and andrew said..MY BDAY PRESENT..GO!! hahah..he came outta the toilet in the coat.. we were laughing like mad.. and honestly, it was KLCC's TGV and there were MANY people.. all staring at Jaya.. and then he wore the specs and..stood next to the Alone Movie poster where there's a girl and he pose and they took picture..den i was like.. *half laughing and holding stomach coz laugh till pain* EVERYONE IS LOOKING AT YOU. .and u noe what he did? he waved to everyone... KELAKAR BETUL ..and he went into the movies in the coat..ahhahah..


there's more to it that day but that's all that i feel like typing...tooooo long to type and i'm lazy..
tonight is the concert...hope it goes well...

i have to say it was funny... we bought chyh shen a condom..a display one only..ahahhahaha..
it's damn cute ok.. and he can't believe how we actually went to buy it.. hahahahaha

it's been quite awhile since i blogged.. but hey, i'm having midterms and the concert is coming up..
i don't even have time..for drew soon... next week..rehearsal till 11pm..

anyway, i've been thinking back a lot... about how life went by.. MY life..
next wed is drew's bday and i'm thinking.. after his bday, a month later..it'll be mine.. i'm gonna be 18.. i actually lived 18 years of my life..
and looking at the month, it's June.. the last day of June.. i've been with andrew for 6 months..
just yday it feels like i pecked him on the cheek in the train station where i was totally.. blanked out.. time just passed like that.. it didn't feel like 6 months.. it felt like a few weeks with him.. maybe because having him around.. well.. like they say, time passes by quickly when u're having fun..

and to think after all the shit i got from vincent.. well of course i was stupid, dumb and.. blurr and NAIVE that time but... to think that... i got what i wanted.. i got andrew.. i don't wanna think much but in life u don't get what you want but.. i got it.. so is it a dream? is God gonna take him away? i prayed for love..yeah i did..when i was younger..little girl.. and i waited for God to answer my prayers.. he gave me an opportunity to love..but it wasn't.. i mistaken God's sign..
and now i've got the opportunity and even though i think i'm tougher after what vincent got me through.. i still don't know if it's for real.. i keep thinking how long is this gonna last.. yeah, deep down i want it to last as long as it can.. but sometimes, the other part of me tells me 'GAWSH, U'RE STILL NAIVE' and sometimes, i tell myself.. i can be a little naive sometimes...

i really don't know.. and honestly, for once, i've never even had the thought or imagination that we would be seperated.. because everything is just so wonderful... yeah, i've live without him.. but that was before i knew him.. and nobody said i'm gonna die without him either but... things would be so different.. much worse because i know if it was gone.. God is playing a very very bad prank on me.. but now here am i thinking.. why do i love him so much... yeah.. i think it's love.. we don't know what it is..but hey, u think u're in love when u're in love.. hahahah..

somehow, i think andrew emits this kinda... aura that makes me feel so damn comfortable around him..i know that was dramatic.. i mean, i know myself.. i can't hang out with guys.. i do stupid stuff.. i talk stupid stuff and make myself look stupid-er than the stupid me.. but with him.. i just.. can't explain.. it's simply.. mutual.. it's the only word i can use.. he asked me today, when did u started liking me.. and i somehow couldn't answer.. i've tried answering that many times to him.. and they always ended up with 'i dunno.. u're just special.. u're different.. i can feel it..' but it is the truth.. i can't explain it.. i just.. feel it.. and i'm very happy and proud that he's the only guy i kissed and hugged.. ^^ something simple that i treasure.. he's just so cuuuuttttttteeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P


well, i've no idea why i blogged about this..maybe because i FELT like it.. hahaha..
and since CHARMAINE asked me to put an ENTRY in my blog..
there you go char!!

well, obviously, my opposite house neighbors are having a funeral..
well yeah, it isn't THAT grand where police ppl go carry her coffin.. they just had it outside the house.. took up the road.. just like all Malaysians do... ^^

well...tonight, they're obviously weren't sad.. why?? because while i'm trying to study here.. I CAN HEAR CHIT CHATTERING AND LAUGHTER FROM THEIR HOUSE...

yeap.. somehow, they don't seem sad.. don't expect them to cry like..

but at least attend a funeral WITHOUT LAUGHTER... sumore laugh so loud.. ish ish ish.. sigh.. i'm getting a lil tired..i should go read some moral before i go to bed... or else i might just fall on the floor and zzzzzzzzzzz~

good nitez~

no this isn't that weird poem...

there's this grandma at the opposite house.. i know her since young..and she's a very nice old lady..
i used to go over and play .. i think.. from what i remember.. i've been to her house larr and play larr..
was very very young.. then she got sick and became very weak..couldn't walk and talk much..
so i also very seldom talk to her edi..seldom see her..
i came home today and i saw roof extensions at her house.. i ask my grandma.. who getting married..and my grandma said..what get married?!!! the old lady passed away.. i was like..harr?!! how???
my grandpa was like.. she fell into the longkang and died.. i was like.. eh? O_O
den i'm like..she can't walk..how to fall in the drain?
den my grandpa said..the old man was pushing the old lady in her wheel chair for morning walk.. den jatuh dalam longkang..bang head.. i'm like... how to jatuh in longkang? and my grandpa said.. u noe larr..old man marr..maybe dunno how to steer properly. .serious, the way he was explaining.. even he himself was laughing... if it wasn't death, i would have been very funny..

anyway, my mom came home and said the old man told her..apparently, he was trying to avoid a cat and suddenly masuk longkang..bcoz he bring his stupid dog along.. must be the stupid dog go chase the cat larr.. so the old lady fell and knock her head.. my mom saw because she just left for work... whole body got blood..from the head.. the kind indian neighbour came out and pulled her out and tried to slow down the bleeding.. the son n daughter in law still sleeping ..the maid was yelling from the longkang all the way to the house for them to wake up and they still slept like BABI.. she ran up and practically knock the door down den oni wake up..fetch the old lady to hospital.. she's weak.. that fall would have done any healthy person damage.. she passed away.. sigh... sad nyerr... seriously, when the other maid heard the shouting maid shouting.. she tot the dog fighting with another dog.. she grabbed a broom to the place of incident... funny.. but anyway, my condolences to the old lady.. she was a very nice lady and always smiling ^^

I LEFT MY PHONE IN DREW'S HSE!!!
MY PHONE!!! feel so spastic without it..

i dreamt of him last night.. hahahha...suyen said.. u really miss him THAT much arr?
i'm wondering that as well.. i rarely dream, u see..
well today is the 2nd day i've been through with his presence in HK!! H for HONG and K for KONG.. HONG KONG...
this saturday got test.. math test.. hahah... i not yet study....!!

one day down...
well, a part of me is missing him like the usual days..
but another part of me is telling me.. he's not here..
and.. i've been pretty normal.. hahah.. but once i got home from college..
i feel a lil... empty.. where's drew? in HK!!! alahai...
i certainly hope he's having fun and enjoying..
just now when i was watching tv, i got a lil envious over those scenes where those happy couples got together and stuff..
jealous larr tu...but this is like some kinda training larr.. hahah...
i'll just miss him more n more n more...i'm happy i got through today..
if it wasn't for college..whooosh..i'd be missing him like... psychotically.. i'm exaggerating now pulak..
conclusion larr : ONE DAY DOWN!! 4 more to go~
lol..4 more days to go..now it doesn't seem so long.. ^^

hours...just hours..about 2-3...hours..before..andrew leaves to the airport...
..sigh... till sunday...

yeap.. today after Moral Studies.. i went to karen's place for awhile den went to MV to meet up with drew..
just the two of us.. go watch Shrek 3.. seriously, eventhough it was a short one and a half hour show.. it was SO GODLIKE funny..before we went to the movie.. we went to the arcade for awhile.. coz not time yet.. i bumped into Adam there.. so i whacked him and i said eh.. he was like.. hey!! so i said.. yday i was at OUG i swaw u passing by.. after that he said ohyea..
so den i look at drew and said, 'my childhood friend' and i look at adam and said, ' my boyfriend' and he was like... *pause* owhh... hi! so i talked a bit..ask him about college a bit den ciao edi..den we walk one round and ended up near the entrance watch this guy play shooting.. adam was playing that dancing thing.. hahahah.. anyway, after awhile, drew tak tahan d.. wanan play so i said go ahead..
halfway playing, adam came to me and said, ' how u met him?' so i said... he's from Chatolic High larr.. and he said.. owhhhh.. why not La Salle? so i'm like.. 'harr?!! why must La Salle.. La Salle all.... *pause*' den he's like hhahaha... den he said he gotta go back to his friend so i said ok..bye.. den i continue watching drew shoot..
suddenly the feller came back and said, ' i shoulda grabbed u when u weren't taken.. wasted' and he left me there... with that O_O <<< look..i seriously terkaku there.. i'm like wtf..
i didn't bother to talk anymore larr.. coz drew finish the game and i told him d.. and andrew was like... tell him he lost long time ago d larr... i'm like..hahahahahah!! and i told drew.. i don't think he even participated..how to lose?
i'm not being mean..but all these while i memang treat him like a friend only.. ^^ i dunno wat to say. .it was damn funny or damn awkward... i never showed any signs of liking him more than a friend since young till now k.. it's not my fault k...

anyway, wednesday morning andrew n family going to Hong Kong till Sunday... i'm not gonna be able to talk 2 him for like.... 5days!!?!!?!!! buttttt... i'll survive hahhahah... i mean.. it's like some kinda test marr..like in tv shows right? ahhaha..i'm crapping...

oh yeah..friday night, saturday night and sunday night karen stayed over at my hse.. every night about 3am only sleep.. both of us gaming..o2jam..hahahha...
den saturday aw came.. we all watch movie n stuff.. sunday we all went out n eat together at OUG..so i got andrew to come along also =P

honestly ppl.. go watch SHREK 3 because it's really really really GODLIKE funny~

first time in Yvonne's history.. Dota.. using Rylai Crestfall.. Crystal Maiden..
what happened?
yvonne had double kill and... GODLIKE!! weeeeeeeee~
so happy..hahahahhhahah...i guess i was lucky.. =P
so excited..ahhahahahha..
i'm not going for cousin's wedding dinner tomorrow..bcoz karen coming over to stay over the weekends... hahahha.. some1 to teman me when i'm all alone at home..doing chores..ahahhaha

ohyeah, i met up with drew today.. =P
suddenly he said i'm going MV and i was about to finish class..and gonna have 3 hour break..
i was like.. karen lui, karen tan and jieying, let's go MV.. and they said OK!!
ahhahahah.... =P
poor thing.. andrew sick.. a lil sick.. got flu.. kesian~

trishil or one of them.. planned to go out today..go MV..so they called me along..
so i finish class at 3pm..they went there at 11am..so they watch movie first lorr..
anyway, so suyen was gonna take taxi to mv.. since mv was on my way..so i just went to Taman Jaya LRT Station and drop her at MV..den i went over to karen's condo..
Karen Lui was watching American Pie: Band Camp.. so i watch along larr.. it was hilarious ok..
so i went for class lorr... we got back results for 1st quiz this sem.. theory i got 86% and aural i got 89%.. ahhahaha.. anyway,, class ended ngam ngam at 3pm eventho i hope it ended early..but i told suyen i'd be there by 3.30pm.. i flew outta college... and reached there at 3.15.. i left college borders at 3.05pm.. i was like...wow... 10 mins.. not bad not bad..
looked for parking space.. park at the new parking block again.. it's labelled J... hahah..red colour..
so andrew came to get me.. that was 3.20...3.25?
so i was hungry..they were playing foosball.. wait, i forgot to say who was there.. trishil, suyen, me, amily, isabella, anais, andrew, munhon, ram, jaya, chris and richard.. and ram brought his cousin along larr.. so anyway, the group of girls.. they teman me to McD's.. i ate McFlurry.. ahahhaha.. then practically.. we all jalan jalan jalan jalan jalan ..den suyen had to leave.. that was 6pm... coz she curfew.. 7pm.. andrew and me 8pm..the rest talak curfew.. ahhaha..
so drew n i left about 6plus... he had flu.. poor thing.. i hope he didn't spread it to me.. hahahha..
now my family.. excluding me..they're about to leave to Sg. Siput, Perak for one night..den 2mrw they going Langkawi.. without me.. because i've college... sigh...
i'm gonna be all alone... sigh... ALL ALONE.. i'd have to wake myself up with no one to tell me..YOU'RE LATE FOR CLASS.. and nobody cut fruits at night..den i gotta wash my own clothes..everything on my own.. hahah.. last time probably i'd be so delighted..so happy but now i'm like.. sigh... well, yeah i can stay up as late as i want and all larr.. but... all alone... sigh...

this friday cousin is getting married... i don't feel like going but i gotta represent my family since they're not here..
oh well, that's about today larr... ^^

i'm just THAT INTO the song by Angela Aki..i really like her.. beautiful pianist...
she may not look like some hot chick but.. she is pretty.. she just likes a humble profile..
this is a pic which shows her in a better...look? no larr.. it's the way she dresses...more stylish here..
usually it's just a t-shirt and jeans..
anyway, her song title is Sakurairo.. which means Colours of Sakura.. very very nice..
that's why i put it as my blog song lorr...
then i thought, it's time for a makeover in my blog.. so i edit the whole thing to fit the song..
all for a song.. hahhahaha..
i noe pink isn't my thing but i love cherry blossoms...so for thier sake, it's alright..

the OTHER thing is.. i bought drum sticks today!! NOT CHICKEN DRUM STICKS..
but DRUM punyer stick.. ahhaha..so happy.. i wanted the black ones.. but the man in mahagony said they only sell the basic ones... nylon covered ones and wooden covered ones or watever u called them.. he said the black ones costs like 58 bucks the last time he saw.. they used to be 20+.. hahah.. anyway, the basic sticks i got were only 18bucks.. hahahaha..

that's about it for today i guess.. ohyeah..i ate at wongkok chan teng..watever it's called..
it's actually nice..ahhahah.. anyway, itu jerr for today's entry~

jya matane!~

just now.. my aunt called out to me n dad...
my left tyre really puncture...
i was so scared..i went down and saw..the tyre totally flat... no air.. at all..
so u see, i was right.. my 6th sense felt it..
i was very very very scared even though it was over...
i started crying again.. *swt* seriously, it's over and i'm still scared...
if only i can tell my mom how scared i was but i can only laugh and tell her.. hahahaha...
so dumb... i was okay this morning when i woke up edi... but when i saw the tyre.. i got scared again...
i'm really very scared to drive edi.. i'm really.... scared.. there's something with the car...
something always happens when i'm driving it... i think i need time out... for awhile.. some time..

just now after piano..it was raining heavily..and there was this major thunderstorm.. thunder and lightning...i was scared..i saw the lightning strike like in front of me..so low..i drove very slowly..hard to see the road..it was very very heavy.. never driven at this kinda situation before... so when i reached the traffic light near some place.. got slight flood..i thought, alright..i can handle it..just a little water.. i smsed suyen before piano, she said she watching pirates of the carribean so i left her alone...

when i reached the roundabout before the assunta roundabout..got flood...it was quite high... so i got really scared.. i sms suyen and andrew.. suyen said she's dead.. i don't know why.. but i said it's flooded now, not only heavy rain.. den she said again.. i'm dead...that's all i got from her.. and andrew didn't reply me..
i reach assunta roundabout..the flooded got higher... i was so scared.. i was so scared...i started crying... the flood was so bad... and when reach the other roads..they were flooded as well.. i've never driven in that kinda situation and it was kinda dark and still raining heavily..
the water caused so much tension to the wheels..i wasn't used to it and i was having all kinds of thought..thinking that my left front wheel puncture..or my steering wheel was gonna crack up..
i reached home crying.. my grandparents were at the door waiting for me... my grandma saw me crying..and i told her everything.. and she said it's alright.. my grandpa said every time there also flood..don't worry...
....and after i came back..i dried myself and all... andrew replied n said..sorry was watching pirates of the carribean.. seriously, i don't know why i didn't reply him.. i'm not mad at all..
and practically..didn't answer to anyone when my phone rang... i think..i need some time alone..
until i feel better from the... traumatic experience...

i'm telling u...it must be the clothes i'm wearing..
i'm wearing the exact same thing i wore on the day i got banged and today some stupid blind bat of a motorcyclist bang me..
after the barrier lifted up..i go down larr..it was down hill..so i went down so fucking slow..since there was a bump and this fat pig of a girl was walking there... so i slowly decended..out of the blue the girl walk out ...WTF...SHE NEVER SEE GOT CAR WAN ARR...so i break larr... i was already fucking slow..i break n dun break also like no difference..
and the stupid motorbike..GOT RIGHT WAY UPHILL DON'T WANNA GO..he USE THE DOWN WAY DOWNHILL TO GO INTO THE CONDO...WTF MANN..THE OTHER WAY GOT NO FUCKING CAR OKAY..
AND HE SO BLIND..STUPID BAT..HE LIKE THAT ALSO CAN BANG THE DAMN CAR...
bumper..right backside patah...idiot.. the man from indon sumore.. *swt*

sigh... i din bang..my mom pulak screw me...... maybe i sit train better....

was on the way to drew's house..
..was driving mengganasly... i turned into a curve..and some motorist was very close behind me..
at quite a fast speed..andrew was like.. WHY U DRIVE SO MENGGANAS...
the motorist was honking madly... lolx..my bad larr... i memang tengah mengganas..
after that i was laughing larr..i told drew sorry larr..i drive slowly..
DEN HORR..THE MOTORIST OVER TOOK ME AND SHOW US MIDDLE FINGER FOR SO LONG..
HAHAHAHAHA...HE KEEP SHOWING US MIDDLE FINGER SO LONG AND FLINGING HIS HAND HERE AND THERE...AND I WAS LAUGHING MADLY..
ahhahaha..i dunno why i so selamba.. hahaha..

of all the times she called..she called when i was eating lunch with my mom..
i picked up the call..and talk talk talk..she was like...do you still remember me?
i'm like..yeah...she ask me when i'm free..is weekdays alright?
so i'm like..no larr..weekdays got college..only weekends..
so she suggested this coming saturday after 5pm den she's free...
so i said alright..i'll ask my parents first...den she said, usually i will forget the person's look..
but i still remember yours..u leave an impression to me..
i was like... wtf...
so anyway, she put down the phone and my mom was like..who is that?
so..kantoi larr.. no way to hide...sigh... i told her everything and..she said..alright..i'll discuss this with ur dad... i'm like... up to you larr... ish.... she HAD TO call when i'm with my mom...

today arr... hahaha...after swimming ...jie ying and i went to a&w to makan brunch..
at 11am.... jason called.. " where r u? " - i'm in a&w- "HARR!! YOU GOT MAJOR NOW!!" -OMG!! SHIT..I COME BACK NOW!!-

I ACTUALLY FORGOTTEN I HAD MAJOR AFTER JASON!! so jieying n i tapao n flew back..heheh..reached back at 11.15am.. called jason and said " eh, which class?" den jason said -harr? we all going yumcha now..wait arr- den my lecturer ms.pearly said 'go block A..we go yumcha..' i was like..teacher!! i rushed back!!!

so we went yumcha...we all feasted on my waffle..ms.pearly likes waffle..ahhaha..n jiying ate her chicken..and we yumcha till 11.45... and had my 15mins lesson..ahhahahahha!!! syok right?
hahahha....den after piano...at 5pm.. i went meet up with andrew.. i dunno why i went ok.. i guess i just... miss him so much.. ahhaha...i was supposed to be home by 5.30... i stayed..linger and reached home about 7pm.. hhahahha..den mom was like.. u got no piano today merr? i'm like..erm..yeah i did..after that i went to old town to photocopy some stuff den i bumped into an old friend and we talk till now.. ahhahahaha..... the spontaneous me... =P

today's class was 12-1 and 5-6pm..
so in between...karen they all managed to persuade me to go MV.. so we went there larr..
i bumped into azuwa..i walked passed and i shouted...AZUWA!! [ they were in plastic ] den she was like..oh!! look who's here and she showed me..HUIWEN!! i hugged her like mad.. .hahah..den i called suyen and she was like so jealous of me... hahahahhahahhahah!!!
we were looking at some shop..selling cute keychains... den this lady came up to me from behind 'how tall are you?' i looked around and i saw the lady i'm like........ 174cm.. den we all stare at her in shock.... O_O SERIOUSLY, IT WAS SO FREAKY.. den she's like.. i'm sorry..didn't mean to scare u all... i'm like.. what does she want... compare height? den her friend came over..and she's like it's hard to find someone so tall...yada yada so on so forth..den she said..this is my friend..she's korean..
we're from Peace Model Malaysia.. i was like thinking.. 'not again...swt' she went on talking n talking i'm like..yeah yeah yeah..and she gave me her card..she took my number..and gave me her number n i cabut... hahahhahaha.....I'M NOT INTERESTED AND karen they all were laughing behind there..i wanna walk off but... i'm not mean enough to do so.. those of u who know me well..u faham larr.. now i'll just sit at home..and pray that they forget to call me... SERIOUSLY, i think they scared i give them fake number... she misscall me on the spot.. and said, that's my number.. i'm like...ok...and they STILL WANNA TALK..i'm like...alright...bye...cabut.. and i kena teased all the way *swt* shoulda kick them outta the car in the rain just now.... hahahhahahah

been pretty busy lately..the new timetable is killing me... the classes all end so late!!
yday..class was at 8am..oklorr..i left house at 7am..it was raining heavily..
usually it takes me 5 mins to reac CHS, yday it took me half an hour.. what more..when i was slightly away from Esso,..MY PETROL WAS RUNNING OUT..i forgot to check petrol!!!
i panic larr..was sms-ing andrew..he's like.. go pump petrol oni larr... i called mom.. hahah..
she said the same thing...so i pumped petrol..YVONNE PUMPED PETROL WEH!!
so anyway, after i passed CHS..the road was clear..i zoomed pass the highway and toll..and reached the roundabout to turn to my college...usually it takes about 2-3 mins to reach from that roundabout...
yesterday, it took me half an hour... so i was late for class for half an hour.. it was moral studies..
teacher wasn't teaching..thank God... she was telling us about assignments n asking us to discuss n choose the topic..lucky me.. hahahha...

somehow, the assuntarian suyen n me... this time dragging trishil along..
we always go out with the CHS gang..hahahhahah....
we went to celebrate Chuan Zhou's bday...watched Spiderman 3..
it's quite nice...actually..it's nice.... it's funny...
we ate at Nando's... there were more than10 of us.. trishil, suyen, me, andrew, eujoe, kahchong, minyun, somre pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl, kar ee and chuan zhou..
so after eating, suyen me n trish went to get the cake..they thought we going toilet.. so earlier on, we asked cz u like cheese or chocolate..he said cheese..so we got Lemon Cheesecake...
we came back..set it up at another table..den we got andrew to carry it.. hahah..
den we sang happy bday!! so loud that everyone was staring at us... so we walked around n stuff...den went to watch Spidey3 lorr... den we..went home..ahhahah.. itu jerr...
spidey3 was nice..n funny too!! right..gotta eat dinner... bye bye!!!

the new timetable for this semester is horrible..
monday i have like 8 hours break!!!
chi sin right?!! many classes end like..late!!
this semester..we gotta prepare for THREE concerts!! we're so doomed...

today went to andrew's hse...both very tired.. and we fell asleep...
WE ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP...and den andrew woke me up..i saw so dark i said..good morning
=.=" den i saw the time i'm like.. OH SHIT!! almost 7pm liao... hahah..we tertidur mann... *swt*

i came home.. OMGosh, why my laptop off liao??
denz..i press the Power button..DENGZ... cannot on..
dad came home n check..
wahhh..laptop rosak..most probably burnt..hahaha..
maybe i should start switching off my laptop in future..

I passed 7 subjects and i failed 1 subject.
i am quite happy...because i failed the cheapest subject....
but i'm kinda upset because i failed Malaysian Studies which mean i gotta suffer it again..
see for yourself... passing mark is 50!!!

couldn't sleep last night..
something was bothering me..
one of it was probably because of the lack of KOKO KRUNCH..

so, wat i've been doing at night without food?
before my mom sleeps, i survive on raisins.... she can't say anything about the raisins...
so every night i wait for her to sleep....i'd give her 10-15mins ...
den i'll run to the kitchen..grab the KOKO KRUNCH and bring to my room..
but now i control eating it larr..it slowly.... not by the bunch by the second.. hahahhaa...

but guess wat? i just finish my big box of Sun.Maid raisins... O_O
wat am i gonna do?!!!! water just doesn't satisfy me!!!!!!


today is the last day of my holidays~

before!!! after!!! THERE IS A DIFFERENCE OK!!

the lady who comes to my house n cuts our hair came today...
she was like..omg..u grew sumore!! go become model..i was like *swt*
so my mom said, why don't u layer ur hair again.. so i said..okla..
so she told the lady..layer larr... and the lady..yalarr..layer..
so they talk talk cut cut..my grandma, my mom n that lady we all talk talk talk..
when it was done.. they were like.. you look SO MUCH better!!!

I LOOK AT THE MIRROR.. OMGosh..THEY CON ME... NOT ONLY LAYER..
she CHOPPED my hair.. it's SHORT NOW!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

will update photo later... IF i have the mood..

clock struck 11pm.... kc n drew ajak me dota.. ok..i Dota...
grabbed the big packet of Koko Krunch i just opened this afternoon.. Economy Pack..
Big, Nice and Lasting... welll ...it can last me for 3days max.
11.15++pm..mom came outta the bathroom..

Mom: Yvonne, you took the Koko Krunch into your room arr?
Me : Yeah.. *continue Dota-ing*
Mom: STOP EATING IT..unhealthy lifestyle.. you ate so many fruits just now, still hungry?
So late edi still eat snacks? STOP EATING...put it back in the kitchen.. one Koko Krunch
cost about 10 bucks.. one night u eat about 3-4 bucks.. 3 DAYS IT'LL BE MISSING...
Me : Mmm... *dota*
Mom: If you hungry... go drink water...
Me : *shocked*

See!!! Pity me right.. no more snacks....sigh..........

PITY ME.... no more koko krunch after midnight.... sigh....

last week's holiday.. was the most eventful and busy holiday...
why? everyday SURE got something on wan.... either i go out.. friends come over... or.. i go out..
hahahah...but i've decided..that this week's holiday..would be a normal holiday..
stay at home and do things i USED to do when had nothing to do last time..

yesterday..i gamed for awhile..den i went on the piano for a bit..den had my lunch...den i went back to the piano..den i gamed a bit..den i did my theory work.. the part where i was supposed to search about the background of Mozart, Scarlatti and Granados . don't ask who they are.. i only noe Mozart.. but these 3 composers are the 3 songs i picked for my LCM Gr8 exam THEREFORE, i must find out who they are...how they died so on..so yesterday, i did on Mozart..after that, i somehow went for cycling..hahah..long time never cycle edi.. i cycled..den i come home n brought my sister to the playground..i dunno larr..we went to the playground larr.. then i came home..
chat here chat there..game 2 rounds of Dota..den back to Mozart..

today..it's holiday..i dunno wat holiday it is..i ALREADY am on holiday so i dun care.. it's either Wesak or Labor's Day..i woke up at 12.15pm like that..first time in my life wake up so late.. i told andrew to wake me up at 10 plus like the usual.. and i woke up at 12.15pm to find that..he also JUST woke up.. *swt* den i went n search for Granados.. His name is Enrique Granados.. i like the enrique.. but that bugger had a misai that looked like Captain Hook's misai from Peter Pan.. well..at least he doesn't have white hair that looks like the wig u wear in court because Mozart and Scarlatti has it.. they're old i guess.. Granados totally different era edi.. so i finished on Granados.. and now i'm actually in the middle of doing .....Scarlatti.. his name..is Domenico Scarlatti... they've such weird names.. but quite nice also.. enrique.. domenico.. the weirdest one is Mozart larr.. Wolfgang?? Amadeus?? [ o2jam got one nice song called Amadeus ] and Mozart.. ok... beethoven also one weird one.. Ludwig??? Van....??? Beethoven.. ok ok...i'm mean.. let them rest in peace..

from wat i found out.. Mozart was poor..DAMN poor.. he died in an anonymous grave with a cheap funeral... poor thing.. and Granados even stupid-er... he was in a ship called Sussex or something and it was torpedoed by the German U-boat... and he was in his life boat when he saw his wife flailing some distance away..he jumped into the sea and drowned.. why?? granados had a morbid fear of water his whole life.. BODOHNYERR... the MOST normal death is Scarlatti lorr.. he just kong..mati liao..died of old age i guess... he was 75 when he died.. hahaha... watever it is..Granados is just SAD... can't believe i'm joking about them.. OKOK..i mean it now.. Let the composers die in PEACE!!

okayz..i gotta go makan dinner..tonight.. hheheheh..GOT STEAMBOAT..syok gilerr.. hungry edi.. jya matane minasan!!!

Day Before Yesterday~

day before yday....aw came...suyen came...andrew came...trishil came..munhon came..PARTY..lolx
syok nyerr..this is wat we do when life becomes bored..it was fun!!~

Yesterday~
aw came after he went to mv..he brought sushi!! nice...... hahahha.. suyen me n him were planning wat to get for irwin to makan...ahhahaha..

Today~
drove to irwin's house with mom...she went to Ikano after that... we [me,aw,suyen,irwin...and his sister...] had KFC Variety Bucket, Pizza and McD's french fries..his house is nice...and cold..lolx... wat did we do there? talk eat talk eat talk eat..ahhahaha...itu jerr... hahahah...ohhh..and we watch tv... i'm tired and i'm lazy to blog so..itu jerr

oh yah... i started Dota-ing.. today is the 5th day i Dota..and i THINK i'm improving fast gua.. but i addict d..so trying to control .... hahaha....~

went back to school for Sports Day...
Hermine won....den Francis then assunta then clare..
anyway, the band was chunted!! so cute!!
met with some teachers...pn.rosnah, pn.noraziah, cik yap, pn.jas, pn. eow, pn.asimah..and so on so forth that we met larr..oh!! and pn. sinta... hhahahhaha..
anyway i brought camera for no reason..ahhaha...was actually so lazy to take pics..i only took a few..of the band only..

then after that, we went to MV...eventho many of us went...we hang out with annjune, elena, dadah, suyen and me..damn funny larr...we ate lunch at McD's..then we saw shuyi...shuyi was waiting with her sister yi rynn...and shuyi was waiting for this guy called abel and she met a bunch of friends..which i forgot their names...
and andrew was like..i'm coming now..i found a fren to teman me..
and when i spotted andrew..he n his fren were talking to that bunch of guys with shuyi.. i was like..HARR?!!!
and i walked out larr..and then andrew was like..this is my fren and shuyi was tagging along behind him and shuyi was like..abel.. and i was like...he's ur fren??? and he said yeah...
SO WEIRD LARR..we were all linked...so weird...hahahaha...so dadah, annjune and elena left..they went shopping... so it was me, andrew, suyen, abel and shuyi....ahhahah..jalan jalan...
then met back up with annjune, dadah and elena...den dadah and elena left... hahahah..anyway, we left about 4.30 plus plus plus...annjune posing..hahahah..with black n white scarfs....yeng horr??


the last pic before we were about to leave..........

den we were walking back...we saw judith and amily....hhahahhahah....
anyway, that was about it lorr..itu jerr....

had BBQ at boon's house which is a 30-40secs walk from my house...
it started raining about ...6 plus..so aw came over to my hse first..that time very jam..
so after awhile when the rain not so heavy edi..we went over..with umbrella...
we were shouting BOON!!! den he came out..then out of no where a guy in white shirt and blue board pants came out..CEHH..TAN CAME EDI..and chew...also...
anyway, they started the fire and all..
yare yare so on so on...then they got out the sticks which they call skewers however u spell it..
and start cocoking the marinated chicken WHICH i did not touch...blehh... wait..who was there ar?
boon, chew,chia,tan,aw,phun[how2spell?],chris,duncan[entah siapa]..and who ar? i've a feeling i left out some1 but i can't remember who...... anyway, as chris [ the expert barbeque-er] bbq the food..chew makan all...HE'S SO THIN BUT HE WHACK LIKE A LION..
then we bbq sausages, patties and ..MUTTON..I ACTUALLY TOUCHED THE MUTTON..
I TOUCHED RAW MEAT!!
at first chew kept saying "LUI YAN..DO SOMETHING, LUI YAN THIS LUI YAN THAT.." because i wasn't doing anything..COME ON..RAW CHICKEN MEAT..blehh.. but after awhile i did the sausages n other stuff...hhahahha...yeap..i actually helped..we ate 6 packets of sausages!!
chew gobbled a whole lot of mutton AND chicken AND still had a flat stomach...we laughed we talked we shouted and ...WE PLAYED MUSIC...hahahha..there was a piano, a guitar and an ELECTRIC GUITAR MANN!! chris n boon..can play guitar!! kami orang banyak bising larr...
lolx...BUT IT WAS FUN LARR...couldn't take much pix coz all tangan kotor...
but about 10.30 like that we started cleaning up..and we started splashing water..ahhahah..
went back home about 11..pix pix pix >>>


heating up the fire.. if that's wat i think tan's doing..
chew..cocoking the chicken to the "stick".. with another set of hands sticking out on the side..
attempt 1: chew teaching tan how to cocok chicken to stick
we all watch..the learning process of tan..and his skills at chicken cocoking
attempt 2: attempt 1 failed. aw teaching tan how to cocok again...seems like tan no paying attention BUT he succeeded in learning..
chris....our chef... hahaha.........doing the honors of cooking..hahahahha..HE MAKES EXCELLENT PATTIES..
: : Self Interpretation : :
after eating, we're all making noise in the hse

finally, some one aw can teach piano too.. Tan...another...erm...sad case?
i dunno who took this pic..should be chia... u ..think wat they're doing lar...boon n aw's expression so..funny..lolx


that's abt it larr...tooooooooo much to blog out and i'm tired..i'm sure they all are but they all gay..go dating in Dota..

tomorrow is Assunta's Sports Day..weee~ i'm going!!