i went to the hospital and see mommy...wow, the jam took us about like a 75 minutes drive to KL's gleneagles medical centre...somewhere in KL la.... den i was walking into the ICU or was it IUC ward..and it was so freaky..the bloody hospital looked like a freaking hotel/shopping mall..
anyway, so we went there and we went into see mom..omga!! it's like..mommy was just lyin' there not moving and awake...gawsh, her talk was like a mumble..and there were so many tubes on her..nose la, hand la and all the crap and the monitor screen was showing the pulse and all..
when i saw i wanted to cry but daddy was talking to mom and smiling and grandma was just looking alrite and my sis, fran was just fascinated with the hospital..
i wanted to cry but i held on to my tears...when i got into the car i cried..aisks..i cried and i fell asleep...ahahahx i mean like...looking at your mom...so weak and not being able to eat and drink water eventho she's so thirsty...and she'll be lying there for at least a week..it hurt me..
throughout the whole day, so many ppl were msg-ing me..asking me am i alrite...how's my mom..and sandy called..aunty kelly called...and God answered my prayers!! love ya, God!! pn. jasminder called!! ahahx..but at least mom's alrite..that's just fine..there's nothing more i want to ask for but mom to be safe and sound...
i saw the tumor...it looked like a grape..slightly larger than a grape but grapish kinda thingie...ahax looked really weird and kinda disgusting but at least it's outta mom's body..the doctor said luckily they took it out because it's been there really long and he was suprised mom didn't notice the side effects because the tumor was filled with pus or watever..EWWWWW having goose pimples...urgh!! let's not talk about it now..dad wants me to sleep..
night before last i slept 2 hours and last night i slept for an hour..
somehting is wrong with me..i'm sleeping less and less and less...and i don't even feel tired/sleepy..darn it..
this ain't me!! i'm suppose to sleep like a pig!! but sumi reckons it's the panic feeling that caused it...she had the same thing during the interact carnival..
okla..i know i'm sleepy and tired...i better get to bed..
i really thank and am grateful for all those who prayed for my mom and their concern for her..
and today she had her operation..in the morning..when i was in school..and i had to break down in front of pn. jasminder..because she was talking about yday's report card day and she was saying how the parents felt and i felt bad because i didn't do well and my mom was probably in the operating room already...i didn't want to cry in school!! everyone thought i was perfectly fine and they didn't know about this!!
but i grew more teary until i had to look down to stop teacher noticing that i was crying..i quickly wiped my tears and told myself to stop crying...den pn. jasminder was like..yvonne's already crying..her mom is in the hospital now..and she told the whole class about my mom's condition and she told the class to pray for mummy...i was so touched and worried for my mom and i cried harder and pn. jas just came over and told me to be strong for my mom because she's weak now..she said everything is gonna be alright...
i quickly stopped crying eventho i so wished some1 was there and i could just spilled the buckets of tears i've been keeping over the weeks...but i stopped crying and pn.jas started crying then she came back and said, why women are so weak ah?? after that, the whoe morning was a rush because we were finishing our bloody art work...and i bought the WRONG freaking spray!! stupid lady!! anyway, i came home..makan lunch and daddy called to say mommy was ok..she finish the op d..and she's ok...
hallelujah...praise the Lord!! thank you all so much for praying for my mom...i'm ever so grateful...i really am...thanks so much, frenz!!
thank the Lord!!
lit nite was da bomb mann...at first i didn't get to go for lit nite, so lauren, suyen n i went to watch the morning show..den like after the show...i CAN'T resist..i need the lit nite tickets!!
but sold out wo...but at 3PM...sandy got me a ticket!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
so i rush back home...at like 7pm...i reached school at 7.30pm!! ngam ngam..the show was GREAT!! and i sat with amy n sharifah sara...i was in pink...light pink..KIMMIE was so pretty!! in sari!!
anyway....the CARNIVAL...i went there...in pink again bcoz rahmah requested...and in jeans..and my beloved belt..and EVERYONE was staring at me...tashsa was SHOCKED...she was with her guy and she told him, our basketball president..looking like this...why are u so guy-ish in school ah? and i'm like...it's my inner self..
den i saw rahmah n hazwani and maisarah and haizum and wei hui and genevieve and varnam and hwei and alot alot of ppl...anyway, lauren teman me there..but she left after an hour..
so i sat with gen at the dunk in booth...and the orang asli guy was there....ahahx and alot of nirmala's students there la..and the lasalle bball guys....den after that, ashwinni went and sat at the dunk in, den we persuaded genevieve to sit..den she was like..YOU SAY U GONNA SIT THERE..and i'm like..ok ok i change...
so i change to all black and i sat there....GOSH, it took like 5 ppl to get me down..den i din sit jo...wait until dry and made many frens..girls n guys..den alex came with some frens to dunk his sis and the lasalle bballers came to dunk liang fang...after that, some group of dudes came and dunk this indian girl whom i forgot her name...den i dunk gen...the orang alsi stole one of the balls and my reflex whacked him... =P my bad...and i dunked genevieve!! den the group of guys came back to dunk me..TWICE!! den they came over to ask my name ...ahahx i said i dunno..
after that i couldn't change bcoz...innappopriate..so i stayed in the wet baju..and we ate ice-cream..and IT WAS RAINING.. damn syok weh...
i'm back home!! and guess wat?? the first day i went to penang, i went to the gurney mall..
and i met so kim hong or soo kim hong or wtv..
then the next day, i went to kek lok si and i met that ass again..gawsh..wtf mann!! Thank God i don't know him!!~ phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
it was fun..
but i had my period!!! = ( so i didn't swim..i just sat by the pool reading my da vinci code...
and fell asleep =P
then jalan jalan at the beach..beautifulland vincent spoilt my mood..and my dumb fon cacat adi..
i think it's nearing the end of it's life span...ahahx..
that's about it la...i always go to penang..so...
hihi~ this holidays i'm going to penang..again!! but i love it there...so nice!!~
on the way staying overnight in perak to visit my grandparents...heex...
omg...terfollowed rina say heex...aisks...... going away ...go swimming!! yay yay!!!
nothing much to blog about actually..wait till i come back first lo~
got one very nice song.....it's called
Gallery-mario Vazquez
damn nice..go listen to it k??!!
