if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

i really thank and am grateful for all those who prayed for my mom and their concern for her..
and today she had her operation..in the morning..when i was in school..and i had to break down in front of pn. jasminder..because she was talking about yday's report card day and she was saying how the parents felt and i felt bad because i didn't do well and my mom was probably in the operating room already...i didn't want to cry in school!! everyone thought i was perfectly fine and they didn't know about this!!
but i grew more teary until i had to look down to stop teacher noticing that i was crying..i quickly wiped my tears and told myself to stop crying...den pn. jasminder was like..yvonne's already crying..her mom is in the hospital now..and she told the whole class about my mom's condition and she told the class to pray for mummy...i was so touched and worried for my mom and i cried harder and pn. jas just came over and told me to be strong for my mom because she's weak now..she said everything is gonna be alright...
i quickly stopped crying eventho i so wished some1 was there and i could just spilled the buckets of tears i've been keeping over the weeks...but i stopped crying and pn.jas started crying then she came back and said, why women are so weak ah?? after that, the whoe morning was a rush because we were finishing our bloody art work...and i bought the WRONG freaking spray!! stupid lady!! anyway, i came home..makan lunch and daddy called to say mommy was ok..she finish the op d..and she's ok...
hallelujah...praise the Lord!! thank you all so much for praying for my mom...i'm ever so grateful...i really am...thanks so much, frenz!!
thank the Lord!!