if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

war! huh! yeah! woke up emo today..i guess it's because i have to deal with the eye inflammation again..it's so annoying..!! which i can just hit it and let it fly far away~

i mean..i knew i was emo and i knew if i talked to andrew who has already texted me in the morning..i would be angry at hime..for no logical reason at all..
so i didn't reply him.. hahhaha..and as i headed to school i texted him with a.. i need some alone time..will call you when i'm done.... of course not that coldly... sweetly of course..
i'm still every bit in love with this adorable, chubby, cuddly bear of mine..

so i went to war in school..the moment i stepped into Music Business class.. Ms.Sharon asked... you didn't sleep last night?!
i thought my eyes were fine..but apparently not... i'm like..no..i slept..i'm having eye inflammation...... argh..i'm actually risking it now by blogging..looking at bright electronic stuff like handphone, PSP..laptops actually make it worse...as in, they tire my eyes...a great deal..hence, i'm typing at God-like speed now...not that you would notice the difference...

anyhoo, had to get home for dinner with aunt helen and uncle lawrence before they fly back to canada tomorrow...sigh..missed Min Ji's birthday celebration...i've missed so many birthday celebrations...or rather..mamak outings...this job does require sacrifice...but i guess it's also helping me diet.. no mamak no extra fat!

so i came home from the dinner and i was totally emo-free by then.. i mean who knew i could actually control my emo-ness~ sorta..kinda...

how could i resist the temptation of not calling andrew... Absense makes the heart grew fonder...
but unfortunately, it wasn't the right timing as he was at his grandma's place having dinner..he called me back shortly..so i explained myself~

i mean..if i didn't talk to him, i won't emo him lo~ simple~ just that, during the whole time i was thinking of him...i mean..i emo la..but i miss him also..but i don't wanna emo him..

it's so amazing that i found someone who can tolerate my craziness..
i salute you, baby.. ^^

thanks for sticking by me..and taking care of me no matter how bad the sick makes me look..


Get well soon..!!! exam coming..!! must get well soon baby!