if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

war! huh! yeah! woke up emo today..i guess it's because i have to deal with the eye inflammation again..it's so annoying..!! which i can just hit it and let it fly far away~

i mean..i knew i was emo and i knew if i talked to andrew who has already texted me in the morning..i would be angry at hime..for no logical reason at all..
so i didn't reply him.. hahhaha..and as i headed to school i texted him with a.. i need some alone time..will call you when i'm done.... of course not that coldly... sweetly of course..
i'm still every bit in love with this adorable, chubby, cuddly bear of mine..

so i went to war in school..the moment i stepped into Music Business class.. Ms.Sharon asked... you didn't sleep last night?!
i thought my eyes were fine..but apparently not... i'm like..no..i slept..i'm having eye inflammation...... argh..i'm actually risking it now by blogging..looking at bright electronic stuff like handphone, PSP..laptops actually make it worse...as in, they tire my eyes...a great deal..hence, i'm typing at God-like speed now...not that you would notice the difference...

anyhoo, had to get home for dinner with aunt helen and uncle lawrence before they fly back to canada tomorrow...sigh..missed Min Ji's birthday celebration...i've missed so many birthday celebrations...or rather..mamak outings...this job does require sacrifice...but i guess it's also helping me diet.. no mamak no extra fat!

so i came home from the dinner and i was totally emo-free by then.. i mean who knew i could actually control my emo-ness~ sorta..kinda...

how could i resist the temptation of not calling andrew... Absense makes the heart grew fonder...
but unfortunately, it wasn't the right timing as he was at his grandma's place having dinner..he called me back shortly..so i explained myself~

i mean..if i didn't talk to him, i won't emo him lo~ simple~ just that, during the whole time i was thinking of him...i mean..i emo la..but i miss him also..but i don't wanna emo him..

it's so amazing that i found someone who can tolerate my craziness..
i salute you, baby.. ^^

thanks for sticking by me..and taking care of me no matter how bad the sick makes me look..


Get well soon..!!! exam coming..!! must get well soon baby!

after so long, i finally had 2 nights of good night sleep..if not consecutively, at least in between 1 day only..andrew's parents went to Jakarta on Sunday and are coming back on Thursday~ So i slept over on..Monday night and Wednesday night...those two days because our timetable fit those two days ma..if not the other days, if i fetch him to uni, i won't make it in time for my own classes..on monday night, i had to go for team meeting and andrew followed me..because by the time i picked him up, it was near dinner time and after dinner i had to go office ma..it's nearby..so andrew followed me..we reached home about 12am...then after we bathed, can say i was so tired..i kinda blanked out and fell asleep..i only remember..in between andrew said things like...r u sleepy or sleeping? and..you sleep first...i go poopoo... then he joined me..and i slept without disturbance..

BUT
the next morning WAS SO HARD TO GET HARD FOR ME..it was so cold and nice to sleep...and with andrew somemore..and we had to get up about 7 something..I WAS SO SLEEPY! driving him to sunway and back to UCSI...goodness..i almost fell asleep..!! i reached cheras and quickly ate a McMuffin and drank coffee at Block D.. TOTALLY USELESS..i even bought the sour skittles to get by Major class at 10am...Ms.Junie tried one and she said i totally woke her up.. she tak tahan sour.. hahhaha..

that packet of Skittles lasted me for about 2 hours...then i felt sleepy again...and so, after that i went for Music and Film class..with Milo Nuggets to keep me awake..to no avail..only the internet kept me awake for a bit and the constant typing of notes.. (i love typing!!)

then i bought a bottle of coke..since coffee didn't work..coke usually does..sadly, it didn't..and Zalina said i overdose edi...no effect on me.... 2 hours later...i started spouting random rubbish..

Jieying, penny... remember? Marie, marie, marie, marie the cat~

then i went home late that night...help jieying out with andrew and murphy.. the 2 dogs..so amusing to watch two dogs get to know each other...

the next day..i woke up at 9am...and HAMM was at 9am... crap..had to skip..wasn't feeling all that great either...so i picked andrew home from uni in the noon...and we went back to his place..and slept sumore.. hahahhahahah!! skipped lunch...so i went and tapao McD's and ate during Music Business...then i went back to his place..and that time my eyes were really tired d..even during Music Business i can feel it d...then we went to OUG Plaza for dinner at Station 1 cafe... then it began..my eyes started acting up...nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

my eye inflamation came back...when i reach home..in about an hour..both my eyes were swollen..my left eye was so swollen i had trouble keeping it closed because it was so swollen..that it hurt when i closed it..!! IT WAS SO BAD AND TORTURING..!!! i told andrew i didn't wanna go for class the next day but he said it'll be better tomorrow.. I KNOW MY EYES..!! so andrew made me sleep early..( which was the best decision i ever made, listening to him ) we slept about 10 something..DAMN EARLY.. we woke up about 1pm the next day.. yes i missed Music and Film class... and.... MY EYES WEREN'T OKAY!! told him..
the swelling decreased dramatically but my left eye was a solid red colour..madness...and could see little dark swells underneath my eyes..we had McD for lunch...stupid Cheese shaker fries no more..luckily andrew's house got... lucky~ then we did our work lo..and he played Monopoly which i downloaded at school during music business the other day after seeing clarence play it.. hahhahhaha..!! it's nice!! then i convinced him to let me skip choir as well.. (i'm physically and mentally drained) i did some HAMM and did the choir profile..then we went to have dinner...after coming back from dinner..my left eye started to itch again..!! DAMMIT..!! I KNEW IT WASN' THE END OF IT..!! and that time, i had appointment..just set only..!! emo emo emo..!! thankfully, andrew got me eye drops and then it became better...

these few days, i got to know him a little more and a little better... which makes me love him even more... also, i get very stressed about myself when especiallymy eyes get swollen..because i look DAMN FREAKY!! but andrew said he can't see the difference.. honestly, when i look in the mirror i'm like..ARGHH!!! SO SWOLLEN..!! ARGH..!!! LOOK LIKE ALIEN..i understand that he doesn't mind it..but i mind ma.. so i keep making a big deal out of it...keep saying..DON'T LOOK AT ME..!! hahaha..but in the sleep was great...

it's so nice to sleep and when u turn, there's someone to hug..not to mention on cold nights like these, someone so warm to hug...slept so well....


there really is only one drawback to all these....is that after it's over, i miss him so badly...