if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

i'm going crazy... first i edi emo coz andrew not around..
secondly, i have CPS 2mrw which i haven't practiced...
thirdly, i haven't transcribed my piano part for band practice tomorrow and i pray to God the others have done something... at least i know minji finish the lead sheet edi..
fourthly, dad in jakarta..i think mom emo also..and release on us... she has a thing for asking me to do chores when i'm on the phone... and i happen to be talking to andrew..i tak tahan..she talk half way i turned around and said... i'm on the phone.... and she continued jabbering as if she couldn't hear me... so i couldn't hear her too~

fifthly, since we changed key for Byul for band which we're doing it for exam THIS FRIDAY...i have to edit the thing and change the key but.....minji's 'generation' was taught by Adil using FINALE..which totally..SUCKS... i've no idea how the crap do u insert in chords now..FINALE CAN'T EVEN BE RIGHT CLICKED...LOUSY NO USE OF A NOTATING PROGRAMME SHIT CRAP FCK...

then just now andrew called before he went to sleep...i almost cried...coz during dinner was watching High School Musical 3...then they started dancing alone together with that nice nice song... but he's coming back tomorrow night...

sixly, I HAVE RECITAL THIS FRIDAY...and i haven't prepared my solo...wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.....


voon foong says i'll survive....i hope so..... it's as if..when andrew's gone...classes get cancelled....but he's not there for me to see...that one still okay...but every single shit thing starts pilling up... WHY LARRR...?!!


sigh.....when andrew's around..everything seems so tolerable..so manageable..


btw, HAMM and E.T. midterm sucked.... except for e.t. practical exam... /XD