yeap..today after breakfast i went back to assunta to get my SPM cert.. i went with suyen..
it was a REALLY last minute thing xD i mean i won't have time when sem starts..so i just..called her up and 'hey wanna go back to school to take our SPM certs?' and so we went..!!

we were there for about..an hour and fifteen minutes or so..yeah so we got our certs after..talking to many ...many...teachers which took up the hour ... xD

so anyway..wanted to blog about this stupid sweet i spent 2 bucks on..why? it said there.. SOUR SCOOX..and after finishing the whole packet..i didn't taste an ounce of sourness..
the packaging was too....attractive..that's why i bought it..damn... this teaches us to: NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER..!!

to those of my friends who always see my sad butterfly pictures :
that day..i bored i think..i drew her..not very nice though..

can see that her body is senget and looks dwarfed and not proportioned..

anyway what really pissed me off just about..half an hour ago...when i open my camera to find...?
FRAKKING LALA POSES FROM MY SISTERS AND HER FREAKING FRIENDS..
honestly..i swear i told her before.. IF U EVER DRESS LALA-LY..DON'T TALK TO ME.. and my mom had the same point pointed to her in a more..motherly and politer manner..of course.. my mom doesn't swear and all.. and i remember telling her.. pls stop hanging around with ur lala friends boy OR girl..and please mix with the english ed people..this isn't a matter of lalaist..
but i guess it's time to tell her..IF I EVER SEE ONE MORE PROOF OF YOU DOING LALA RELATIVE SHIT..DON'T TALK TO ME.. u may say i'm mean..
i hope no one gets offended..but seriously..those friends of hers..OMG!! one of the reasons why i stopped picking up the housephone is because..when i pick up the phone..i hear chinese crap..blablabla SO FAST i have NO IDEA what they say..and i just shut up and call FRANCINE UR NON ENGLISH SPEAKING FRIEND is on the line..OR i'll just tell them..i'm sorry but my sister isn't at home.. and some of them are really SO COOL they just put down the phone at the tone of an english word..awesome kids these days..some will say ok and next u hear is ..tooot tooot tooot..PLEASE..MANNERS AT THE LEAST..i noe i don't have any but I AM OLDER..

OMG..i can't believe how pissed i am..one of the reasons why? she's turning into a CAMWHORE.. wait..rephrase..no offense to nice ppl who love taking pics eg: juju,am etc.. LALA CAMWHORE..!! AND WHAT? SHE'S ONLY 13..WAIT..12+!! here's the proof..== i'm so ashamed..

u can say my reaction is a bit too exaggerating? but this is my sincere feeling..
I'M BURNING..AND IT'S BECAUSE MY OWN SISTER IS BURNING ME WITH HER LALA-ISM..!!

yeap...i'm gonna torture myself with..the piano tomorrow..whole day..probably till tuesday..
then wednesday i'll probably reward myself by meeting andrew..
and back to torturing myself till term starts..
why would i call it torture..if i'm on the piano?

because i'll be practising these things for the whole week..non stop..

  • Pentatonic Scale : Major & Minor
  • Blue Scales (12keys)
  • Modes: From Dorian to Locrian (12keys)
  • Arpeggios(Major, Minor, minor major 7th, augmented 7th,altered 7th, minor 6th and major 6th)
and guess what? each scale has to be played four times..

  • 1st round: in Crotchets, one octave
  • 2nd round: in quavers, two octaves
  • 3rd round: in triplets, three octaves
  • 4th round: in semiquavers, 4 octaves
and guess the tempo? 108-124.. nice..
this whole load of crap..is under a stupid word called.. TECHNIQUE..
i love that word..the sepelling is sho cute..! it's like..tech..NIQUE..
the nique sound so..classy and all..not like the boring K pronounced as..KAY..
i actually think and believe i'm nuts..wow..!!and why?
because for two freaking days..or three..
i've been watching.. SCRUBS!! i love them!!
maybe that's why i felt the need to torture myself..because for the whole 1month holiday..i didn't practice my technique..at all..


best of all..i guess the only person who's gonna understand this post..is charmaine xD
sorry to u guys.. this post is totally MEWZE
EK!!.. oh what the hell.. ==

woke up at 7.30am this morning..went to climb Gasing Hill with aw and da wei...
reached there at 8am..right on time =P so we entered Gasing Hill..
jalan jalan jalan 9.10am like that...then went to the mamak nxt to raju's to eat breakfast..i think it's raju's or something..the indian shop behind/infront of la salle..makan makan then 10am reach home~

then about 12.05pm like that i went out to aw's house lorr..then we go Margie's house to...MAKE STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE!! i went n kecoh only =P da wei went and fetch sue...no need me to fetch..so we reached there and before i left i was hoping she had a piano in her house and..SHE DID!! so anyway she was such a cheerful person..

then we got all the ingredients n stuff ready and dawei&sue came..so practically it was a fun fun event larr..and i didn't do most of the things larr..sue and i were there to help out coz the main start today was Margie!! she wanted to learn to make the cake for her mom for Mother's Day..

what did i do arr? i cut the strawberries =P i help crunch the cornflakes to make the base..the digestives biscuit sue and margie crush..then the cornflakes margie and i crush..sumore what arr...?? actually after that all margie gotta do..coz she learning marr..so she beat the cheese..and add the stuff..like the strawberry puree.. which after i cut da wei blended coz he wanted to play with it.. he made it sound like motorbike..vroom..vroom...vroooooooooooooooooooommm...

so i kinda learnt how to make the cake larr..i mean..the cake is PINK in color..weird... xD
2mrw only go get the cake~ dunno how it'll taste like..

sigh..so damn hungry now..dunno why... eating koko krunch..but i feel like eating andrew cook de maggie mee =P too bad..cannot =(

why dedicate to suyen again??
well because it's the FIRST time she left a message in my blog.. proof??



can see?? the red box..is the proof...must mark down as a historical event..!!



















and since suyen requested for a medal and a certificate.. i now award her with....




..a Medal of Honor!
pretty right?










and here is ur certificate suyen..


ahhahaha..!! syok lerr....yalarr the cert a bit cacat coz i use paint..very lazy open photoshop =P

and why i tambah amily's name there in the title of this post? i scared she emo(jealous) later..
then she'll start spamming my cbox.. noooooooo!!!!


ok now back to my homework.. =( damn kesian..i was downloading Sibelius 5 (music program) and when it reached 98% it died..no more seeder..i was like..noooooo!!!!! so anyway i tried again this morning and THANK GOD..it finished downloading..pheww..coz like Sibelius is a pay to use program..and to be able to download it with KEYGEN!! so syok.. xD

okayz..so back to my work...!!

9.00am : andrew called..and i answered..i'm sleeping and he said..sleep back la sleep back..
9.30am : left with my sister ..usually leave at 10 to drop her at school..today i told her i'll bring u
go eat breakfast..
9.45am : reach a&w where andrew is waiting edi..and my sister and i shared a hot dog combo..
so we had breakfast with drew..
10.25am : we left to drop my sister to school..then went to MidValley

***from here onwards..i don't know the timing***

so we went and get tickets for our movie..and we decided on 'Over Her Dead Body' at 2.35pm..
then we went and jalan jalan..and we ended up in Jusco..coz he was seeing Gundam..and so while he was seeing gundam i went inside the kid's arcade which was just next to the gundam and get a drink..and after that we went into the kid's arcade there and play..that..thing..what is it..the two player thing...where u hold a upside down mushroom like thing and hit the flying disk across the table and cannot masuk the lubang..yeah we played that.. i hope you all understand what it is =P

then we went to have lunch..about 1pm like that..we ate at Little Taiwan.. i hope that's the name of the restaurant larr..i had some mushroom chicken vermicelli and he had spicy pork chop lai min kinda thing..i must start the habit of bringing camera when i go out xD very hard to blog without picture when u dunno the name of stuff.. so after we had lunch..was about 1.45pm i think..and we started walking again..then walk halfway..he suddenly PULLED me in to some shop..i think it was PDI..so i was like..huh? wtf?? and he was like..my dad.. i'm like huh?? your dad what? and he's like..my dad..infront there just now.. i was like..HARR?!!! so i wasn't..panicking that much..so..since we're stuck in the shop..i went and see the clothes lorr..quite nice their shorts..most of their shorts.. yeah..i'm thinking ..kinda..wanna wear those shorts but.. most likely no!

and we waited awhile then we walk out..seperately =( so sad.. so walk walk walk to jusco..go play arcade again =P yeah it's the KIDS arcade in JUCSO..but it was fun =P so then it was time to go for our movie..so we went in and i think my mouth itchy? i was like.. u want popcorn and he said no.. so i'm like okay..walk walk walk..masuk cinema..open the door no.7..oh..advertisement also not yet start..that time 2.25pm like that..so we sat outside..then i proclaimed..alright..my mouth itchy..who ask u to wait outside..and i walk and buy popcorn =P and he kinda raced me there..and i'm like..IF YOU PAY FOR IT..I'M LEAVING xD

so we watched the movie..i don't wanna give any spoilers so let's just sum up that..it was a funny movie..it's nice.. xD

so anyway after the movie we went to MPH to buy his magazine..and we left..went to digital mall..to buy his phone..coz..he lost his DiGi phone.. again..yeah this is what got me upset..but i'm over it..but i still don't wanna go over the details.. so anyway...i'm like..get like the cheapest phone..then when u lose it..u won't feel so sam tong (heart ache) so we got the Nokia 1200.. check the prices around..first we had rm170..then got 160..then we found one that says 135..we were like shocked coz this model got colored and no color..and previously the no colored prices were like ..135 and 140.. and he said..no color only 110.. that guy selling phone was pretty nice..very easy to talk to and all..so we sat and talk quite awhile about the phone and stuff..and yeah he bought it..
it's cheaper than my phone..and apparently..my phone stop production edi but who cares..it's a cheap phone..this phone got more features than mine..and cheaper..damn stupid right? GOT FLASHLIGHT SUMORE.. damn funny..so anyway after getting the phone..we went home..

i reached home at about 6pm..and i started to wash my car..promised my mom..then i thought..bahh i've been telling myself during the holidays must polish my car..so i polish and wax my car till about 8pm? my sister helped me out when she came back from school about 7pm..

so then my mom came back and she's like..what time u came home? my reply was.. about 6pm?
and she was like..HAR?! HOW MUCH WAS UR PARKING? so i said..i went to suyen's house after the movie..and my sister was like..so how much u paid for parking? so i said 4bucks lorr..and my sister asked..wahh u paid 4 bucks? and i'm like..duhh..of course i pay larr..
and mom said this " if not she pay then? boyfriend pay?" and my sister and i laughed at each other quietly.. memang my boyfriend pay what =P

hahha..i feel like this is a LONG LONG LONG post coz i'm already very tired and it felt like this post is never gonna finish.. xD so finally..i'm done blogging!!

tomorrow tuesday.. START MY HOMEWORK!!

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.



5 things I was doing 10 years ago (1998) ?

  1. i'm a sad person who achieved nothing in my early primary school days..
  2. i'm the..normal kid larr..i appear and disappear in school..as in..my existence..
  3. i was..already learning my piano then..
  4. i went to art classes..
  5. i met my first best friend that year..nahh it wasn't suyen.. xD which IS a sad thing..
5 things on my to-do list today.
  1. finish my holiday homework..
  2. read Hellgate
  3. get enough rest.. *awefully tired today*
  4. blog..which i have already done like..dunno how many times..
  5. figure out what's happening to my phone.. it seems to have a habit of cutting the line whenever it likes to..

5 Snacks I enjoy.
  1. chewy candy
  2. candy
  3. chips
  4. mentos
  5. ice-cream
5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire.
  1. pay back my mom the amount she spend on raising me up including my education fees
  2. invest half of my money..
  3. buy a nice grand piano..
  4. get an awesome awesome..awesomest computer..
  5. and i'd adopt kids from different countries..

5 of my bad habits.
  1. i don't stop singing xD
  2. i talk too loud..
  3. i treat my com as my life
  4. lazy
  5. kinda rude

5 places i have lived.
  1. on earth
  2. subang
  3. petaling garden
  4. and in a few months time..in taman tun
  5. and..can say o.u.g. larr xD my 2nd house.. =P *i tebal muka betul*
5 jobs I've had.
  1. holiday program teacher
  2. .
  3. ..
  4. ...
  5. ....

5 people i tag.
  • tan jin hoe!
  • joe choong
  • eujoe
  • err...juju can i tag u back xD
  • michael jackson

well..honestly.. this is my first tag thingie..coz..i kinda ignored juju's tag xD
but since it's the ghey lou (jinhoe) ask wan..give face larr since he sayang my sister so much..

The rules:-
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they've been tagged by leaving a comment on their blogs.


Random Facts!


1.
err..my sleeping habits..got one season where i'll sleep till the whole bed sheet terkeluar.. =P
it doesn't happen often..serious..but got season wan..it happens once in awhile for a few weeks..then it'll be back to normal...

2. eating habits..i don't like to take a big bunch of vege and put on my plate and eat from there.. i like to take bit by bit from the dish itself..if like vegetables..kangkung ke..lettuce ke..i'll take ONE strip by ONE strip or strand by strand..if meat..chicken..or fish..i'll take bit by bit..chicken of course take the whole piece larr..yeah..but i can finish my dinner in..like..my record was 5mins..

3. err...thinking hard.. erm.. my car got..endless mentos supply? currently got biscuit also..the meiji hello panda biscuit..and got Fox sweets also..and the juici dunno what..inside got the soft sweet fruity jelly-ish fluid in the middle of the sweet.. wow..!!

4. i like to cut my nails xD got nail no nail..no nail clipper..the file however u spell it.. also i want..
i dunno why..i just like to mess with my finger nails..

5. i like to play with the blade..cutter wtv..as long as it resembles a knife..or blade..it's mine..
lantak what i cut larr..if it's within my reach..i'll be playing with it.. don't worry..i don't have any killing intentions!

6. this is so hard..this blog entry is taking me more than an hour.. right!! i'm an extremely blur person!! hah! can fight with aipeng i think..but dunno who is more blur xD

7. i can't stand watching lovey dovey scenes..whether i'm alone or with friends..or even with andrew.. i actually turn my head away out of embarrassment.....or i'll close my eyes..

8. LAST ONE!! *thinks REALLY hard* oh..last fact about me.. i don't know how to judge if the guy is leng zhai or not xD but i have improved larr...but it's still like really sucky..

and now... i tag....:

  • Juju (judith)
  • charmaine!!!
  • Amily...!!!!!!!
  • kimmie
  • weihui!!
errrr..............aiyah..memafankan aje..who wanna do..then do only larr..

yeah well..i don't think i've ever written about my mom..
and i rarely write it in my diary too.. yeah tomoko has a diary made out of paper..
the diary is maybe..a year or two older than this blog..

why i don't write about her? because it's painful..so it hurts during the incident..and it hurts more to write it down..and reading the incident back in my diary brings back pain again..so there..

but felt like writing this out..

i think i'm a good enough daughter..compared to..like..the kids my aunts and uncles got..
i think i'm pretty good..i didn't steal money..i didn't run away from home.. i barely talk back..i don't go flirting around with gangster-ish guys..
well..yeah i'm not smart..nor talented..just the average kinda bodoh girl.
but hey.. at least i didn't do anything bad right??
if i were to write about my mom..full length story.. i don't think blogger can support that large amount of words xD
i'm not saying that i've a bad mom..she's actually really good..she manages the family cash well..cares about our healthy diet..fetch us from school bla bla..does the housework and all..
yeah..my mom is a smart person..used to get top 5 in school..or top 3...
mhmm..minus the fact that..70% of the time she asks u to do something or talks to you is like screaming or..the tone of her voice sounds like *i don't feel like talking to you* or *i'm forced to talk to you* used to it edi..ok ok i'm starting to talk about it edi..so let's get to the main thing i wanted to blog about..

so yeah..it was yesterday (18th April) and i was feeling upset,disappointed and a little angry.. as to why..i do not wish to disclose it..and so..it was quite bad i guess..coz it made me cry..
so i went back home..i tried to be normal and all..was watching tv and laughing..
so i was trying to forget about it during the moment..coz thinking about it makes me wanna start tearing.. and then daddy called me to cut the fruits..to eat..
so i went to the kitchen..i mean..without the tv and comedy..how to laugh?
so i had the sad look on my face...mix with a little anger..
it was more of the emo look..

so my mom came in..and she saw my face like that.. and she said..
'i ask you to cut fruits only..you give that kind of look..very hard to cut fruits now is it? your dad and i go out and work..we get tired too..and u expect us to serve you back? we work and earn money for who? how old are you? 18 years we serve you until now u so big edi..u can't even do little things for us? how can we expect you to take care of us when we're old? we're gonna be left to rot and die?'

well i couldn't take it the moment she started her first 5secs and i started crying..
i mean..i was pretty upset due to the previous problems and she comes here telling me shit stuff like that? and i just continue cutting the fruits and left the kitchen..
and i really wanted to tell her.. i had some problems today and they upset me..but i never tell my mom anything..because she never listens..yeah that's what all teens say..
but she said it herself..she's not the kinda mother who's gonna have heart to heart talks with her kid..
so i didn't tell and i went of silently..and today..i realize..yeah i'm sorry if i really did give that rude look like i'm forced to cut the fruits..but the thing is.. i didn't..
and i'm sorry..for my mom..because..after 18 years of raising me..
she can't differentiate when i'm sad and when i'm showing a rude face..
and i'm sad for her..that my friends know more about me..
and they care to call me up and ask me if i'm okay..

yeah..it's been like that since i was young..that's why when i was a small kid i had suicidal thoughts..they were just thoughts coz i never had the courage to do it..
i was scared i'd go to hell and not meet God..not the pain..
i grew up to ignore and to tell myself..hey..i don't need to tell her about me..
because she doesn't wanna hear..
and it hurts so bad everytime something like that happens..that my heart actually hurts..
and it hurts so effin much to know that..i'm hurt because i love my mom..
whether i want to or not..
coz if i don't love her, i won't want her to acknowledge me..

and sad to say..after so many years.. 10-12years of training my self not to care..
i still do..it's just a happy thing to know that.. it doesn't hurt as much anymore ^^
my heart doesn't throb in pain when i cry..


wow.. it actually feels good to let it out..this is like..the first time i let it out..in my whole life..
nice!


i actually found this..very very funny =)

damn cute.. XD

i had such an eventful celine dion sunday i forgot to blog about my eventful saturday too!
but i'm a little lazy to blog the long day so.. we shall link to jinhoe's blog because he blogged it out..
everything was the same EXCEPT that i didn't dota at night with them..
here's the blog post..!!

Read about an interesting swimming+steamboat+yumcha+gambling day!

was out the whole day since 1.30pm...went to Puchong..around Bandar Puteri there..was searching for lights and furniture and bathroom stuff for the new house..so search search search untill about..6.00pm like that suyen called..was unexpected coz..we usually sms..hahahha..
she said.. wanna go celine dion concert or not? and i'm like.. u noe i don't go for these stuff..in my head thinking..when is she coming??then she was like..i got free ticket worr..and i'm like..don't want larr..so mom n dad were talking to the salesgirl and i was like..suyen ask me go celine dion concert..got free ticket..i said don't want and WOAH!! MY MOM WAS LIKE..WHAT?! YOU STUPID ARR? she didn't say that larr..she meant that..and she was like..CELINE DION U NOE?!
and then my dad was like..let her larr..she dun wan dun wan larr..and then suyen sms me..you sure you don't wanna go? and i told my mom and she was like..you know how expensive bla bla bla..and dad was telling me that it's in genting and all..so i asked suyen when and where is it? she was like.. tonight 8pm stadium merdeka..and i looked at my dad..genting?? so her 2 aunts and suyen came and picked me up at about..6.20++ 6.30? and we went there..

and OMG..celine dion was GREAT!!! it was like listening from her album..
her voice was..OMG!!! it was so powerful and effortless to her..
she didn't gasp for breath..you can't hear her breathing points..
and she could hold for so long..i mean like..how old is she??
and it was...really good..really really amazing voice..
it was suppose to start at 8pm but we started at 9..why?
because the agong came at 9pm.please..he made celine wait for an hour =.=
well..badawi came..and siti nur haliza also was there..

but seriously..she's really good.. really thank suyen for asking me along..SERIOUSLY..her voice was so... it was SO LIKE THE ALBUM..wahhh!!! really nice..!! her musicians were good too..and also her dancers..

so this post..i dedicate to suyen..

THANK YOU SUYEN FOR BRINGING ME TO CELINE DION'S CONCERT!

hahahha..!!

i had my Grade 8 theory exam yesterday..it was at the..Stamford College next to PJ Hilton..
so exam was at 2pm-5pm..andrew had exam also and..kinda like the timing ngam ngam
when i finish my exam he'll reach taman jaya..which is within walking distance but..anyway,
we were planning on meeting after that..
so what happened was at 4pm++ it started raining..slightly..
but it got really really dark coz i dunno..i saw cars with their lights on..
and i was thinking shit..my car is like opposite 2 roads..and both roads are 2 lanes each..

so after that the rain kinda stopped awhile..and suddenly..A STORM CAME!!
MY GAWD...i was worried but..it didn't occur to me that....it would flood when i came outta the exam hall..the ground floor was flooded..and everyone was just waiting there..
luckily i was wearing a short jeans skirt..so this guy comes barefooted and trotted out like that..
i wanted to do that but..not my college ma..
so then the 2 pretty lady examiners came down and were like OMG!
then one of them were like..can take out shoe and walk arr?
being the kepo me..i was like..yeah..just now one guy went out like that..
so i walked barefooted out with the 2 pretty examiners.. xD
and the water was about..ankle deep only larr..for a short while..

so we reached the main entrance which wasn't flooded..and their car was just near there..and she asked me ' where's your car?' and i pointed far beyond...the opposite road.
why was she stoned after that? because from the point where we were standing un-flooded,
one more step forward = flood again..
and it flooded all the way to the road..the other road wasn't flooded..and it was still raining quite heavily..i had to go..so she said.. you..be careful k.. xD
so i walked out..in the flood..water running fairly quick..up to my ankle..as i stepped down to the road..the water reached my knee..and u can see all the cars stuck before the flooded area dare not to move..and i feel stupid as they were all watching me..
but i know i just showed them how deep the water is and it's a good move that u guys aren't moving..the water was knee deep all the way till i reached the next road..
i was still barefooted..and drenched in rain..and the next road wasn't flooded..the cars were moving..so they saw me paddle across in the rain and let me go..

honestly..it was crazy..but thank God i got to my car xD

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