today is suyen's birthday!! suyen's 18th birthday..!! so i went to pick andrew up..so happen CZ went to his house suddenly..so i fetched both of them..when i reached his house..i realized i forgot to take suyen's bday present =.=" hahaha..anyway,then i went to fetch suyen at Taman Jaya LRT station lorr..so we were going there..many phone calls. updating each other on traffic..lol...funny mann..
anyway, those that were expected or rather..CLOSER FRIENDS didn't come.. except debbie and abby (dadah's excuse..she was busy.poor girl) anyway..the rest..something happened larr...anyway..who came?? me,andrew,kahchong,nick,chuan zhou,irwin,aw,abby,debbie and SUYEN!!! nothing much to do lorr..we ate at McD's..bought suyen Chocolate Banana cake from Secret Recipe and bought those sugar dolls..in the shape of a baby and made suyen bite the head of..hahah..we're mean..or rather..I'M MEAN..and they said i was fiery today..and keep scolding everyone..got merr?? i just felt that i was more..*chou lou*..boy-ish today..maybe la..
so then we celebrated..couldn't finish the cake..and couldn't decide where to go because i didn't plan the activities..how to plan?? everyone wanna leave at different time... Ya Allah..so we spent a lot of time deciding..and we finally went to the arcade and?? STAND THERE WATCHING other people play and i decided..let's go play pool.. and we did.. why did we go?? because andrew and gang sesat inside arcade..and me,suyen abby and irwin dunno how to play pool..so all also no need to malu la.. we went and play.. AND MANN IT WAS HILARIOUS..because we dunno how to play..simply hit..sometimes hit air..and..it was extremely funny la..then after awhile andrew they all joined us..
kahchong and chuan zhou open another table..abby and i one team..suyen and irwin one team.. first round abby and i won.. second round kenot finish..times up edi..1hour..lolx..after that we went to starbucks to buy drinks..hahha..used that rm10 coupon..FINALLY..expire in december 31st... and then we went home..yeah nothing much..just come out to celebrate.. but anyway, for once we celebrated her bday and the most unexpected bunch of people came.. oh yeah suyen and debbie had to tell abby what happened that made the other bunch of 'close' friends NOT come for her bday..
so anyway, i sent suyen home..andrew's family suddenly went to MV so i didn't fetch him back..anyway, I WENT HOME from suyen's place WITHOUT help..!! it's an accomplishment..woot..!!! anyway, that's about it..wasn't at all eventful but..at least it's a celebration i guess..entahlah.. hahaha.. i tried my best.. ^^
Dear Lord,
i'm praying to you here..hoping that u read blogs and i'm sure in your power you can hack in to read my blog..
i pray you let me and andrew find his phone back because this one phone can cause lotsa lotsa problems.. i'm sorry i haven't been to church but please give him phone back.. in Jesus's most precious name.. Amen
continuation..
yeah..after SO LONG...now i'm blogging part V..
so i think it's time to blog about the ending of year 2006..the last day we were gonna meet.. it was kinda sad..don't remember what we were doing that day.. but i know when we parted it was dark.. there weren't many people.. and i called my mom to pick me up and had to leave.. he sent me down..and we were a few steps away from the lift.. and i just said bye.. and we waved bye.. and i hit his hand.. actually, i wanted to hold his hand..but i didn't..and we parted like that..
so SPM was over..he came back online (during SPM, he moved his computer outta his room).. we didn't sms so much.. and neither did we chat online..i think we did at first..but it got lesser and lesser..and..by the end of december.. i lost hope..yeah..i actually lost hope..and that was the time i realize.. *shit..i like this guy* and i was telling myself for the past 2 years plus that i'm not ready for this...and here i was.. i fell into the hole..or trap.. or whatever you call it.. so i gave up.. i told myself.. these things weren't gonna happen to me..i told myself i don't wanna get hurt again..i told myself so many things and i managed to convince myself to forget about it..
and one day, chuan zhou asked suyen and i to go out.. his friend from japan or something came..he wanted to bring him to MV.. and andrew was going..i begged like mad to go.. and i got scolded also.. i dunno why i wanted to go so badly when i wanted to forget..hahahha..and that started everything.. we went out..and we were really like normal.. like nothing happen.. like we didn't have that silent episode during december..and we went to kim gary's to eat..suyen and i ordered fries.. i remembered.. i just took a fry and put in his mouth.. hahhaha.. and at that moment, i felt like.. everything's back to normal.. but i doubt it was gonna last..we're at different colleges.. and before we left that day, i asked cz..aren't you gonna kiss suyen goodbye? or vice versa.. and suyen or cz told me back.. aren't u gonna kiss andrew goodbye? nothing happened..we went home...
i went home and we smsed..me and drew.. and i think i got ..brave or something.. i asked him.. would he mind if i really kissed him goodbye.. and he said no.. and after that.. we planned to meet up..on the train..go to college together..me,suyen and him.. (that time i don't have car..license also belum dapat) and that's how the first monday we met.. i blogged it out.. i pecked him on the cheek.. hahhaa..in a way, must thank cz for that saturday outing.. and must thank nick for introducing him to me, me to him.. and must thank wei hui for introducing nick to suyen and i.. hahahhaha...
