after the 2 days of curiousity andrew made me go through, he finally asked me 'the' question which i totally wished he didn't... gave me a shocked like.. outta the blue... he was like.. wat if i moved far far away? I WAS LIKE THINKING IN MY HEAD.. 'FAR FAR AWAY' ??? expression/action at that moment.. stoned and shocked.. finally understood why he wanted to ask me in person.. so maybe there's a 50-50 chance he goes to a different state to study.. noooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
so then i hugged him..i didn't know that time i was sad or haven't really
absorb the shock yet..most probably the latter.. because after awhile, i started crying..
i didn't mean to cry at all..it just... sigh... why did i cry anyway?? and i stop..den cry den stop den cry.. wat was wrong with me?? PMS sumore..ahahhaa..i guess that's why also le..
wished i just died of curiousity rather than died knowing the fact..
absorb the shock yet..most probably the latter.. because after awhile, i started crying..
i didn't mean to cry at all..it just... sigh... why did i cry anyway?? and i stop..den cry den stop den cry.. wat was wrong with me?? PMS sumore..ahahhaa..i guess that's why also le..
wished i just died of curiousity rather than died knowing the fact..
was in choir..and we gotta sing the whole book by memory now since the 'thing' is on the 3rd/4th of April..was doing fine at first..like...half an hour later...i couldn't concentrate anymore..kept thinking about that possibility of him...sigh... den my lyrics went haywire...kept sliding outta concentration..but i guess i managed..luckily it ended early since Mr.Ian was tired as well... yes..i finally remembered his name..Ian Lim is voice/choir lecturer..Isaac Chia is ORCHESTRA lecturer..must remember..lolx..
sigh...... i'll go cry to sleep.. dengz... 2mrw got Malaysian Studies Presentation..
hopefully it turns out alright lah...sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i shall go resume writing my will... jya ne...~ sigh
hopefully it turns out alright lah...sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i shall go resume writing my will... jya ne...~ sigh
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