if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

this morning i had class at 10am..watch that Tango movie..
it was sure boring... lolx.. i'm serious..after half an hour..karen and jenny couldn't tahan edi..
went back hostel and sleep..
so we watch finish the movie..damn funny..it was in spanish with english subtitle lah..
then at some point, a kissing scene was involved.. something i never revealed to anyone but..
i can't stand kissing scenes or bed scenes..watever..I NOE I'M CORRUPTED but i just can't stand..
it's disgusting AND after my "experience", it's even more hard to watch them at it..
so jason was happily laughing at me covering my eyes..and he's like.. i'll let u noe when they're done kissing.. so i was like..thank you!! then there came this part where the pro female dancer danced with the new female dancer..it was just before their performance so i guess they were practising..it was Tango mann, and like all Tango..it's the seductive kind..so at some point, the pro dancer started kissing the other female dancer..EVERYONE was like..EWWWWWWWW..
i was the only one without reaction and watching like nothing happened..hahah...jason was like..
DISGUSTING!! DISGUSTING!!
den another kissing scene came...den jason was like..i'll tell u when it's over...i'm like..thank God for him..den there was this scene where they were in the bed..i'm like..EEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW...den Jason was like...how ur boyfriend kiss you worr?
i'm like.. nobody said i could..after 3 seconds or so..i push him away..i tak tahan and jason was like..kesian..pity ur boyfriend..i was like..too bad..hahahaha..
den after that...jenny was like..come, let's go bball.. so i'm like..YES!! LET'S GO!!
so we played bball till 1.45pm...den jenny wanted to go mandi first..so waited for her in karen's room..2.30pm we left and her bf [ nicholas ] dropped me off at BTS[bandar tasik selatan] station..den i went back loh..reach tmn aya station at 3.20pm like that..dad was still in SS2 cannot pick me up yet so i walked over to Amcorp Mall..bought white nail polish..
bumped into John.. den dad was like..come down..i'm here..so i went home loh..
now i've one left hand painted with black nails and one right hand with white nails..syok!!!! haha
..piano teacher [ trixie ] told me to paint like that..chun teacher.. hahaha..
anyway, the weather is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot le...sweating like mad..
came home about 4 something... i took a two hour nap...woke up sweaty and all..
that's how hot it is..malaysia malaysia..negara yang panas dan mempunyai hutan hujan khatulistiwa...lolx..i dunno why i said that... hahahahhaa..
and funny thing... i gotta say this... i feel very lucky..hahaha..why?? hmm..because lucky to have him hahaha...it's true...it's very different le..this relationship, i meant..
it's not.....burdening at all? " burdening" right word arr? yes, burdening, past relationship..now think back was burdening just that i was too naive, blind and stupid to realize it..hahhaha...
feeling very free and at ease and happy..la la la la la~
taing out braces next week thursday!!! =)