if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

yep..college starts today but i'm home...hahaha..why?
bcoz i haven't been auditioned yet... feels so weird...
feel so useless... like everybody is in school.. in college ..at work..
and i'm..home... the feeling.. is very weird... serious...
sigh...wat if they forgotten about me? forgot about my auditions..
never called me and everything?
hahaha...den i go TARC... hahaha...
sigh...suyen n amily in orientation now..
i'm at home.... nothing to do..gonna piano again...
sigh..