if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

went out with andrew on Saturday..for a movie..i mean..we haven't seen each other for about a week...due to Chinese New Year..

i'll take this chance to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year..!!

though i've no idea what those 4 mandarin words are in the above emoticon...

anyway, we watched The Wolfman.. seriously, i DON'T KNOW what power andrew has over me...that i'd actually watch a thriller movie with him.. I don't do thriller, horror and suspense type of movies...
i guess..in the cinema..i was the only fidgety small screamer...not sure...was grabbing his hands..at one point, the suspense was SO SO LONG..(felt like 10mins) i was very VERY VERY scared...i couldn't sit still...i was SO SO SO SCARED..and andrew tried to cover my ears with his right hands..(grabbing his left hand) and he blocked my view..and eventhough i was so scared but i wanted to see what happened..(but i didn't) because at the 1st second i head the noise, i kinda ducked... and andrew told me..it was just the stupid dog... You stupid Mutt..!! in the end, the long awaiting suspense monster..was playing the piano... i was like.. Wtf?!!

but...OF COURSE..it was better this way.. don't want to be the only person in the cinema screaming.. overall, it's quite nice also la..i mean...i still prefer Vampires..!! Muaahhahahhaha!!

Kinda late now..about 1.37am.. still awake because andrew's praying now..today is the Bai Tin Gong day..

Today this morning, went to Suyen's house to bai lin~ Her mom was having an open house.
So Andrew and I went over..only both of us.. the rest of the people that we know all FFK.. so we met a bunch of suyen's course mates... mann..everyone there was an accounting student (andrew included) we had suyen's fried chicken..which was black in colour..kinda came to the conclusion that anything she makes is black..including her rather delicious chocolate cookies.. well, they weren't that bad la..(the chicken) andrew seemed to like it.. well he likes any chicken.. at least the chicken was cooked..!!

we played cards and stuff..also brought my Nerds that David got me from Canada~ shared with those guys there and suyen..suyen loved the mushroom can as well..!! but she said the sweet smelt like medicine and refused to take one...Oh!! what shocked me was that she was speaking in mandarin...!!! *gasp choke sputter* eventhough the vocabulary was limited and the pitching was a little off..I'm happy to say that i'm proud of you suyen.. besides, my mandarin isn't awesome anyway, dont't have the right to comment on yours..hahaha..anyway..then we left her place..andrew wanted me to go home and do homework..[by means, ARRANGING HOMEWORK]...BUT..i was so so tired and sleepy..i still am but can't sleep..i took a nap..and never woke up.. *gasp* until my mom misscalled me to wake up..had class at 6.30pm.. then had my yeesang dinner with grandparents at their place..was so so so full..!!!

that's about it la... apparently, i seem to blog a lot as when my friends read my blog..all they see is words... sorry guys, i seem to be in love with writing/typing~

yeap...as i always go around saying..yeah we never fight before..and it happened yesterday..in Midvalley somemore... and the cause of the fight??

we were in Midvalley..we bought tickets to watch The Lightning Theif..then we decided to jalan jalan lorr..had about an hour to walk around ma...then we reached F.O.S. he wanted to get something and then i spotted something that i've been looking for..then as i was paying, there were lotsa hats hanging next to the Cashier.. and he grabbed one and said i want to see you wear this.

I have a strictly NO HATS,CAPS OR FEDORAS OR ANYTHING ON MY HEAD rule...
and i've mentioned it to him before. Anything funny looking, you can't even persuade me to do it.. and we stood there for 5 mins twisting and turning..because i mati mati also don't wanna wear it and he mati mati also want me to wear it..i managed to free myself and i sat at a bench..about a meter away..?? and he sms me that he won't leave till i wear it.. so i walked outta the shop and went into Yamaha.. which was just next door la..i walked the whole shop..looking from keyboards to acoustic guitars to drumset to drum sticks and cymbals...and when i went back into F.O.S. he was sitting on the bench..and i said let's go..we've been at this for 15mins..i even called Karen and she was like..IT'S JUST A HAT..JUST WEAR IT.. no way!!! i'm not wearing it.. then i walk back in and the hat was missing.. (yay..was all i could think of..we can finally leave..we had only half an hour left to the movie at that point) and he was STILL THERE..PULLING ME TOWARDS THE HAT RACK..and we struggled for another while..and then i said i'm this much to losing it.. and he said the same thing..and he won't let go..

so....

no i didn't scream..but i stormed outta the shop and didn't stop walking..in my head i was thinking if he didn't follow, i'd just go to my car and go home..if i had the guts..or most likely stone in the car..

but he followed..and i walked for a couple of rounds while every few mins or so, his failed attempts to catch hold of me took place..and i was trying to avoid looking at his face..because i would laugh when i see him..but i was ANGRY..!!!! when i finally stopped walking..sorta..dunno where to go..he caught up with me..that time i was at the lift to our parking..i said i wanna go home..and i was kinda tearing edi...i mean..why force me into a stupid hat?! it's JUST A HAT.. i understand there are 2 points of view here..
no1: IT'S JUST A HAT..wear it..!
no2: IT'S JUST A HAT..forget about it and let me go!!

but from my point of view, i've already said i don't like hats..and he promised me to not force me to do anything i don't want to.. i mean if it was a good thing, somehow i would give in.. and if it was a bad thing, i would have stopped doing it if he asked..after a few times i guess.. (like stopping candy) but this is just a mere hat..

so he was kinda pinning me to the wall while people are coming in and outta the lift..and so i freed myself and started walking again..and i said i wanna go home..and he said..okay..then he open the bag that we had..and asked me to take my things.. i was kinda shocked..because of course i'd fetch him home..!! how can i leave him there alone??!!! (later on, he told me he was gonna tear the movie tickets edi since we're not watching) but i didn't go home..of course..and somehow i started talking lo..then we kinda talked about it..and i mean..we both know that we're both stubborn.. and he said if the issue wasn't just a hat, he wouldn't have gave in..so i said..if the issue wasn't just a hat, i wouldn't have retaliated.. in the end, we kinda worked it out... and the funny thing is that... during the fight, we both had the fear that either one of us wanted to break up... yeah..even though i was mad and all, i was scared..

so now, we had our first fight~ and the movie was AWESOME~ very nice as we both like greek mythology.. i also like Norse mythology..it's nice...

and now that i know how a fight feels like..i don't ever ever want it to happen again..
the constant fear that i might lose him..is scary...

aaaaaaanyway, that's behind me edi...thinking of it scares me a little..even now...

I'm leaving for Perak tonight..for Chinese New Year and i don't think i'll have internet access back there...so see you guys on Wednesday..hopefully..