if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

i dunno but i felt like writing about this to preserve my memory since i've short term memory loss hahaha.. not really but anyhow, i wanna preserve this.. and since i'm so lazy to blog right now..ahhah.. i'll just write.. or rather type about it .. not that any of you is gonna find it interesting.. it's for me to read.. hahahha...wanna read it like a story.. hahahha...

I'm not sure how to begin but it was year 2006. It should be October. [See, short term memory loss] SPM year it was! Suyen and I although from different classes, one sub-science one arts, we went to the library to study together. Thinking back, how i missed her presence in my weekdays. I used to reach school later than her and either i go hunting for her two classes away or she would already be hanging around my place with the rest of the gang. And we would go recess together. Now, all i can do is sms her which sometimes it's hard with what's going on in college. I've steered outta topic. Anyway, we went to library to study! Our main intention and full of enthusiasm and urge, we studied. Funny that we actually study but hey, it was SPM! As expected, MPPJ library ma.. so many familiar faces.. sometimes we join a few here and a few there~

And usually, the La Salle gang was there which when it comes to science subjects that suyen can't help me with, i'll run over to them. Either asking Aw for help or Jin Hoe.. We actually studied there. And one day, we met Wei Hui IN THE LIBRARY! hahahah..she studies?!! And she introduced a friend to us. Nick Mah~ Hahahah..and she was sitting with us. When he arrived God knows where they went. And to think that i thought she was gonna study whole heartedly but in the end, they shifted place to a more secluded area with no camera. Don't think wrongly but it's hard to eat in the library with surveillance camera and guards walking around. Hahahaha!

The next day or after that i can't remember, we were going there so often. We were studying accounts. Yes! We hate accounts but what to do.. sigh.. [ smsing with suyen now and now she accused me of being a bully with the rest of the gang during Form1 ] anyway, we were sitting where we usually sat and judith sat 2 tables away. After few hours, the occupants on the table in between judith, liang fang and us left and the table was empty. And it's good because judith and liang fang's accounts were much better than us and i had to keep running to them for answers and when the table was empty, i thought, good i don't have to make walk around the table behind us which was full with a bunch of chinese guys. After awhile this guy sat on that empty table. i was like..ARGH!! go stick to that table larr [ the chinese guys table ] and i had to walk around to and fro and everytime i left the table suyen seemed lonely like uneasy and after everything happened only she told me why. So i went to judith and came back only to realize that guy who sat on the empty table while still talking with the other table was Nick. Hahaha..i was asking suyen isn't he the guy wei hui introduced to us and suyen said now only you realize. hahahahha!!
that's it for part I. i think it's too long.. too many words potongs stim~ ahahha

i'm am so F.U.C.K.E.D. UP.. like Juan [lecturer] always tells us.haha..
the stupid indon motorbike man who bang my back bumper lari edi after only paying me rm110..
he's supposed to pay me rm480!! curse him mann.. i hope when he riding his motor bike he sesat jalan and end up infront of my house and ask for directions den i'll drag his sorry ass to the police station..

is looks really that important?

and today, i'm 18 years old~
i am no longer..underage... regretfully.. i am.. non other but OLD