if i must see you in my dreams, please don't wake me...

i baked brownies today!! first time ya'know!!
it turned out.....OKAY!! it's nice..i let every1 try it.... but compared to wat aunty christine did was way different..hers was moist!! mine isn't really that moist but it tastes okay!! my mom said it's nice~
so now i gotta tell aunty christine about it and ask her professional opinion..why isn't mine moist?????
MuaxXx!!~

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA~

YVONNE AIN'T CHOSEN FOR NS!!

one more month and I CAN DRIVE!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO
but on my bday, i got moral gerak gempur =(

mommy is coming back tomorrow... visited her today!! she can move adi.. she just took out the tube yday evening..she can eat adi!! yippee..when she's fully recovered..i'll bake brownies for her =P she got so many bouquets of flowers!! like.. four??? that's alot for me la..eh.. five ah..
and every morning, her student comes to visit her... so sweet rite?? i don't even have the chance to visit her every morning..well, i have school...
but mommy's ok!! so God..THANK YOU!! i love you!!

went to visit her yday again..she moved to the normal ward adi..no more ICU..intensive care unit...ahahx!! i remember!! anyway, it seems that her esofagus was bron with a baby tiny hole and it's hard for food to leak out but once in a while it does so there comes the tumor...
mommy almost died coz the STUPID selayang hospital simply cocok her tumor and gave her stupid dumb antibiotics and stuff and when they opened the tumor it had pus..
so mommy almost died!! phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww THANK THE LORD!! MUAXXX
she was ok la but cannot eat throught the esofagus because of the hole..so she's using the drip and she started on milk today..and she needs to do some respiratory exercise..but i know God will be by her side and protect her.... mhmm..
Amen.